May 26, 2004 02:52
in the times of seperation. the victory light will flash, and the sky will darken, the scent of beauty will fade around the ages, the grass will lighten up. and welcome baby jesus. i must have lost my way a long time ago to be living in a world where the only hope is vengence and the only love you have ever known in on the back of a cereal box that was bought in a 3rd world country off the coast of asia, near the north. i must of lost of my mind. to be thinking i knew what you wanted. to think i thought of everything, and to think i was convinced, i honestly thought that you were just there becasue you liked the scenery. advertising about becomeing a man. saying you need to become this. you need to seek the path. you need to make your self a man.. you need to be a killing machine. "your gonna need this" . the words of a 67 year old man that was on his death bed last year around the time i made the worst decision of my life, i became friends with a person that showed me the way., brought me to the better days, now i am on this path between living and feeling.
that was all i wanted tonight