Jul 06, 2005 14:01
Remember when I used to update all the time?? wow weird...
anyway summer has been good... i mean some of its the best its ever been... and other parts its the worst summer ever... i know it sounds wierd.. but I guess it could all cancel out? and make it just an okay summer? we'll see
Last weekend was really fun .. friday night Laura and I went to Chillis and ate more food than i think was ever possible.. then we went to starbucks and some older indian men wanted laura realllllly badly... and then these whitetrash guys wanted me cuz i was being silly while driving and trying to suck up my frappachino through the star.. and well i guess you can only imagine what went throught their heads! hahah then Laura and I went to go see Ashley, Brandon, Bethany, Allison, and Brian(?)'s cabaret act which was AMAZING.. and everyone should go see it cuz it was just that good.. and there were a bunch of people from fame there so that was fun! and they were alll amazing so yea.. GO!
Fame is fun.. I mean if you come don't expect to me to have this major part! I'm just a dancer.. but I am having sooo much fun! I love the dancing.. it's great.. and the directors have some really great ideas. I thought I was only in 6 numbers and i was really happy but also kind of sad cuz there is a huge dance break in Dancing on the Sidewalk and I wasn't in it.. but then the other night Claude and I were talking( he plays tyrone) and he was talking about how he wanted to do that number.. and i was like oh yea i'm not in it.. and he was like what!!! and he said i was one of the best dancers and it wasn't fair and he was like I'm going to talk to them! and he told me the other night that he did but nothing happened so I just forgot about it.. but we just got an email for a sceduale change and it said tonight was dancin on the sidewalk and that ALL dancers were called.. so I'm not sure if that was Claude's doing or not but i'm pretty pumped! yay!!!!!!
so now i'm in.
~HardWork~
~Fame~
~Hardwork Reprise~
~The Junior Festival~
~ Mabels Prayer~
~Dancin on the Sidewalk~
~Bring on Tomorrow Reprise~
I'm so glad i got up the courage to audtion.. and that i made this show!
anyways changing gears..
When I was younger.. and obessesed with being skinny I LOVED that feeling of hollowness or emptiness .. i know weird.. but i just did.. and anyway now for some reason I just have this hollow feeling and I don't like it... and i'm SOOOO AFRAID i'm going to try to eat everything in sight to try to feel that. it should really jsut go away!
I'm slowly starting to get tan.. yay for that!
alright i don't feel like getting into other things...
<3 Molly