Trigger on the Finger
Although I knew that my company’s investors had their fingers on the trigger to pull funding it still came as a shock to learn today that we only have $300,000 to tie us over until our next revenue projects comes online. In other words there is a greater than 50% chance that in 8 weeks the place may get shut down.
Muscle memory and vision quest demands already had me into hunting motion (Copenhagen, Mergers & Acquisition crash course).
I wish I could say that my vision quest had evolved out of clear vision and extraordinary discipline where I could go from one evolutionary step smoothly into the next. The reality is that more often than not my biggest steps have been made with a gun pointed to my head.
Note to universe: Could you find a different way to encourage me to move forward? Must I for instance loose both parents due to lack of health care to get super focused on what I have to do in order that this never happens again to a loved one?
The reality is that even if the trip to NC on the 27th can open the biggest opportunity of the last 47 generations that I had not been strictly following the 7-Midnight 5 hour regiment to successfully do the crash course. Now that the gun to the head is official, I guess I am strictly following crash course starting tonight.
I am sincerely hoping that even though this is personally stressful that I can indeed make the smooth stepping up without putting my immediate family through the stress of it all as they tend to take it harder than I do.
Despite all the above still need to find a way to get mini breaks and play with abandon and for a moment not have a care in the world while in pure bliss. Be it in Maryland, Bora Bora or the Bahamas.
Muscle memory and vision quest demands already had me into hunting motion (Copenhagen, Mergers & Acquisition crash course).
I wish I could say that my vision quest had evolved out of clear vision and extraordinary discipline where I could go from one evolutionary step smoothly into the next. The reality is that more often than not my biggest steps have been made with a gun pointed to my head.
Note to universe: Could you find a different way to encourage me to move forward? Must I for instance loose both parents due to lack of health care to get super focused on what I have to do in order that this never happens again to a loved one?
The reality is that even if the trip to NC on the 27th can open the biggest opportunity of the last 47 generations that I had not been strictly following the 7-Midnight 5 hour regiment to successfully do the crash course. Now that the gun to the head is official, I guess I am strictly following crash course starting tonight.
I am sincerely hoping that even though this is personally stressful that I can indeed make the smooth stepping up without putting my immediate family through the stress of it all as they tend to take it harder than I do.
Despite all the above still need to find a way to get mini breaks and play with abandon and for a moment not have a care in the world while in pure bliss. Be it in Maryland, Bora Bora or the Bahamas.