[DBSK] standbyTVXQ9anni
Dear DBSK,
Why Did I Fall In Love With You? I would have saved myself from a lot of heartbreak If... I didn't. But... Thanks to you, my life had so much laughter and smiles, and of course, the beautiful music that you've all created together. When times get hard, Your Love Is All I Need to pull through a difficult day. Your songs feel like a warm HUG that I need to ease the pain and wipe the tears away. I had fallen in love with your music, and Lovin' You was only a natural progression. I may be a Choosey Lover, and there may be a Million Men in the world, but you guys are the ones for me. You gave me Somebody to Love. It seemed as though it was My Destiny to be introduced to the world of DBSK. You're My Miracle that I was fortunate enough to notice and be part of Cassiopeia seven years ago. It was the Begining of my Forever Love to DBSK, and your music. The Story Had Just Begun then, when I stepped into the world of DBSK you all have created. Fandom was like being in a Magic Castle filled with heavenly harmonisation, beautiful melodies, and meaningful lyrics. It was Paradise in my mundane world. It was so easy to fall under your Spell, and I was more than willing to do so. You have so easily won over my Heart, Mind, and Soul. On cold, lonely nights, I wish you could Stay With Me Tonight. The five of you are like each line of a TRI-ANGLE: lose one and it no longer has its shape. Your five voices blend together as One in a way only you all can. Your performances on stage are always bright and awe-inspiring like the Rising Sun, filling us with energy no matter how many times we watch them. Each concert, album, single, and performances are Unforgettable. Your passion for the stage and for music is Evergreen, so each piece of work from you is always so refreshing to watch. It's always a HIGH TIME watching your performances. You're My Melody, there's always a DBSK song for every occassion. Love Is... listening to your songs whenever I feel happy, or sad. Hearing your voices is like having a friend to talk to, who offers comfort and shares the joy. You Always never fail to help make my day better, just by listening to your songs or watching old videos of you. I wished I could Please Stop Time so those times could go ON & ON and on... but then 2009 had to happen...
Being idols, I understand that White Lies are inevitable. But some words that you say and the things you do make me question my faith in you. I thought You Only Love music and each other, but I was wrong. There was ambition, and there was inevitable conflict. Things came to a Dead End. I wished that my cries to "Don't Say Goodbye" could reach you. There are some days that all the happy times seemed only like a Phantom, so vague and without form, and so easily they would slip through the cracks of my memories. Every day in my mind is a Prayer that this mess would end soon so you all can go back to where you belong - standing beside each other. Throughout these three years I've been Holding Back the Tears. I miss so much hearing your Greeting of "Hello, this is DBSK". With five voices. Please Don't Forget the beautiful times you've shared. Whatever They Say, I choose to believe that between the two parties is a case of Can't Love, Wanna Love. No one can TRICK me into thinking that you guys hate each other. I won't believe that. I can't. You guys belong Together, like the five lines of a Music Sheet. I believe you guys can BREAK OUT! from this mess.
No matter what happens from now on, Cassiopeia will always Believe in you. Tonight, I look at the night Sky and I Remember the five bright stars I had the honour of seeing that night I went star-gazing last year. I remember how truly humbled I felt and how PROUD I was to be a Cassie. I will always be proud of being a part of that breathtaking Red Ocean of Balloons and lightsticks and banners, screaming your names, cheering and CLAP!ing for you; this is Cassiopeia's Song for you. We will STAND UP! against all odds for you. We Are! a FORCE to be reckoned with. Cassiopeia will always Stand by U. We will Take Your Hands and give our full support no matter what. Despite all the pains fandom was put through, our Love Is Never Gone. It's a Crazy Love we share. We are Two Hearts that beat as one. Cassiopeia made a Promise to the Beautiful You to always support Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin, and Jung Yunho, and that is a promise we will always stay true to. Words Are Not Needed to express our special bond. 9095 will always be The Secret Code that Nobody Knows but us. Our bond is like a Thousand Year Love Song, transcending time and Eternal. You guys gave me a Beautiful Life and I wish the same in return to you too. Even after nine years, I hope you guys will always stay the same Like Now, just The Way You Are. Despite all the pains you went through over the past four years, I hope you all can Free Your Mind when the going gets tough and be comforted by the fact that Cassiopeia will always wait for you. I wish that I could be there to give you comfort and tell you "Don't Cry My Love", just like how you've always comforted me. I wish to be Close to You to take the pain away. We are Always There for you, just as you have been for us. I believe that you guys have the strength to Break Up The Shell with your Fighting Spirit of the East and emerge as strong, brave Survivors from this lawsuit. Even if it feels like the world has turned its back on you and you feel like screaming "Don't Bring Me Down"; have faith, because Tomorrow Will Surely Come. Let's take things easy, STEP BY STEP. After all, in this world it's NO PAIN NO GAIN. You guys have been Justice, been through Opposition, so now it's time to finally come full circle as "O" with Synthesis. And when that time comes, I'll be there; we all will be. In my heart, there is a Picture of You as five, and it's what I turn to when life gets tough and I can recall the fond smiles you guys exchanged. The memories are always so vivid and Endlessly Sweet like a Summer Dream. Let's all wait for the storm to be over and the Rainbow to SHINE brilliantly through the clouds. Let's wait for the day we will say Hello again.
And I will always be waiting With All My Heart. I Never Let Go. Because I am a Cassie, and that's what we do. And I want Nothing Better than for you guys to be happy; even if it means that all these will be nothing but a beautiful memory.
But until then, Love, Bye, Love. I miss you all so much.
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Happy 9th Anniversary, boys. And well done Cassies for making #standbyTVXQ9anni trend. I really wanted this year's to be something where we could express our thanks to all the boys for (since 28 November seemed to make things very... final) and show our appreciation for those six wonderful years we had with them as 5 and of course, without incurring the warth of Homin-fans =.=, so a 'standby' tag is really good enough for me.
If there's one thing I've learnt since 28 November, it's that it's really, really hard to say goodbye.
Why Did I Fall In Love With You? I would have saved myself from a lot of heartbreak If... I didn't. But... Thanks to you, my life had so much laughter and smiles, and of course, the beautiful music that you've all created together. When times get hard, Your Love Is All I Need to pull through a difficult day. Your songs feel like a warm HUG that I need to ease the pain and wipe the tears away. I had fallen in love with your music, and Lovin' You was only a natural progression. I may be a Choosey Lover, and there may be a Million Men in the world, but you guys are the ones for me. You gave me Somebody to Love. It seemed as though it was My Destiny to be introduced to the world of DBSK. You're My Miracle that I was fortunate enough to notice and be part of Cassiopeia seven years ago. It was the Begining of my Forever Love to DBSK, and your music. The Story Had Just Begun then, when I stepped into the world of DBSK you all have created. Fandom was like being in a Magic Castle filled with heavenly harmonisation, beautiful melodies, and meaningful lyrics. It was Paradise in my mundane world. It was so easy to fall under your Spell, and I was more than willing to do so. You have so easily won over my Heart, Mind, and Soul. On cold, lonely nights, I wish you could Stay With Me Tonight. The five of you are like each line of a TRI-ANGLE: lose one and it no longer has its shape. Your five voices blend together as One in a way only you all can. Your performances on stage are always bright and awe-inspiring like the Rising Sun, filling us with energy no matter how many times we watch them. Each concert, album, single, and performances are Unforgettable. Your passion for the stage and for music is Evergreen, so each piece of work from you is always so refreshing to watch. It's always a HIGH TIME watching your performances. You're My Melody, there's always a DBSK song for every occassion. Love Is... listening to your songs whenever I feel happy, or sad. Hearing your voices is like having a friend to talk to, who offers comfort and shares the joy. You Always never fail to help make my day better, just by listening to your songs or watching old videos of you. I wished I could Please Stop Time so those times could go ON & ON and on... but then 2009 had to happen...
Being idols, I understand that White Lies are inevitable. But some words that you say and the things you do make me question my faith in you. I thought You Only Love music and each other, but I was wrong. There was ambition, and there was inevitable conflict. Things came to a Dead End. I wished that my cries to "Don't Say Goodbye" could reach you. There are some days that all the happy times seemed only like a Phantom, so vague and without form, and so easily they would slip through the cracks of my memories. Every day in my mind is a Prayer that this mess would end soon so you all can go back to where you belong - standing beside each other. Throughout these three years I've been Holding Back the Tears. I miss so much hearing your Greeting of "Hello, this is DBSK". With five voices. Please Don't Forget the beautiful times you've shared. Whatever They Say, I choose to believe that between the two parties is a case of Can't Love, Wanna Love. No one can TRICK me into thinking that you guys hate each other. I won't believe that. I can't. You guys belong Together, like the five lines of a Music Sheet. I believe you guys can BREAK OUT! from this mess.
No matter what happens from now on, Cassiopeia will always Believe in you. Tonight, I look at the night Sky and I Remember the five bright stars I had the honour of seeing that night I went star-gazing last year. I remember how truly humbled I felt and how PROUD I was to be a Cassie. I will always be proud of being a part of that breathtaking Red Ocean of Balloons and lightsticks and banners, screaming your names, cheering and CLAP!ing for you; this is Cassiopeia's Song for you. We will STAND UP! against all odds for you. We Are! a FORCE to be reckoned with. Cassiopeia will always Stand by U. We will Take Your Hands and give our full support no matter what. Despite all the pains fandom was put through, our Love Is Never Gone. It's a Crazy Love we share. We are Two Hearts that beat as one. Cassiopeia made a Promise to the Beautiful You to always support Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin, and Jung Yunho, and that is a promise we will always stay true to. Words Are Not Needed to express our special bond. 9095 will always be The Secret Code that Nobody Knows but us. Our bond is like a Thousand Year Love Song, transcending time and Eternal. You guys gave me a Beautiful Life and I wish the same in return to you too. Even after nine years, I hope you guys will always stay the same Like Now, just The Way You Are. Despite all the pains you went through over the past four years, I hope you all can Free Your Mind when the going gets tough and be comforted by the fact that Cassiopeia will always wait for you. I wish that I could be there to give you comfort and tell you "Don't Cry My Love", just like how you've always comforted me. I wish to be Close to You to take the pain away. We are Always There for you, just as you have been for us. I believe that you guys have the strength to Break Up The Shell with your Fighting Spirit of the East and emerge as strong, brave Survivors from this lawsuit. Even if it feels like the world has turned its back on you and you feel like screaming "Don't Bring Me Down"; have faith, because Tomorrow Will Surely Come. Let's take things easy, STEP BY STEP. After all, in this world it's NO PAIN NO GAIN. You guys have been Justice, been through Opposition, so now it's time to finally come full circle as "O" with Synthesis. And when that time comes, I'll be there; we all will be. In my heart, there is a Picture of You as five, and it's what I turn to when life gets tough and I can recall the fond smiles you guys exchanged. The memories are always so vivid and Endlessly Sweet like a Summer Dream. Let's all wait for the storm to be over and the Rainbow to SHINE brilliantly through the clouds. Let's wait for the day we will say Hello again.
And I will always be waiting With All My Heart. I Never Let Go. Because I am a Cassie, and that's what we do. And I want Nothing Better than for you guys to be happy; even if it means that all these will be nothing but a beautiful memory.
But until then, Love, Bye, Love. I miss you all so much.
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Happy 9th Anniversary, boys. And well done Cassies for making #standbyTVXQ9anni trend. I really wanted this year's to be something where we could express our thanks to all the boys for (since 28 November seemed to make things very... final) and show our appreciation for those six wonderful years we had with them as 5 and of course, without incurring the warth of Homin-fans =.=, so a 'standby' tag is really good enough for me.
If there's one thing I've learnt since 28 November, it's that it's really, really hard to say goodbye.