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I don't feel normal today. Not that I feel normal ever or really know what that entails, I just mean normal for me. The deal is, over the past few days I blew through two thousand dollars on toys, top-shelf drinks, exquisite food, drugs, and clothes. As empowering as it all was at the time, I feel sort of guilty and abandoned. Maybe I just need to sleep it off. Instead of doing homework I'm fucking animating buffy icons.. as far as where I need to be in life I'm so off the mark. *heavy sigh*