I'm such a girl...
And I don't like it! LoL I really am starting to miss Steve way more than I should...considering he's only been gone a day, and will only be gone for like, a week! It's not like I see him everyday right now...but it's the fact that I can't see him right now even if I wanted to, that bothers me. Bleh. I don't want to like him as much as I do yet, cuz I don't want to fall for him fast and be let down if things don't continue to go as well as they are right now. Oh well. I guess I should just be happy (which I really am), and appreciate the fact that someone likes me for ME, even though I'm a total weirdo, and a major klutz. At least I'm entertaining though, hehe. :-) Hopefully he'll call me at some point this week, that would be nice. I don't want to call him though, because I don't want to bother him while he's on vacation with the boys. I just can't wait till Sunday or Monday or Tuesday...whichever day he ends up coming back. (Yes I know, I'm starting to make myself sick as well...I'm such a girly girl right now) :-)
In other news...work is boring, and slow, and I really would like a vacation, but I don't have any money to go anywhere. Speaking of having no money...I really need to find another part time job so that I can actually get some of the aforementioned money. I don't want to quit this job, because I don't want to leave them in a lurch, and it really is a nice/somewhat fun/interesting job. It just doesn't pay enough because it's only part time, and they can't afford to give me a raise (even though I should get one since it's been a couple years) because the company isn't doing the greatest right now. Plus, the fact that my boss said she'd kill me before she'd ever let me leave kinda has me a little scared. LoL :-) So yeah, any ideas from anyone on any places I should try looking? I want to try to avoid waitressing and a retail(clothing) for major chains, because well, I don't care for them.
JoshCox...I don't remember exactly, but I think my purity score is 66%, or something close to that..."A Tad Inexperienced". Just thought I'd tell ya since you were having dicussions about it on your journal.
Also, Valerie...I finally realized that the reason you were so amazed that my mom hasn't been freaking out over Steve is because you thought that she actually knew I was at his house on Saturday night. LoL I was at "your" house, since I knew she would have never let me stay the night if I told her I was going to be at a guys house!! So yeah, just thought I'd let you know that so you didn't think my mom was completely losing her mind. I still am surprised about how relaxed she does seem to be about him, hopefully it keeps up. And hopefully it will get to the point where I can actually tell her I'm going to stay the night at his house and she wont care...aww heck, who am I kidding?? That will NEVER happen. She's too uptight and conservative. :-) Oh well.
Anyhow, hope everyone has a lovely evening, and enjoys the nice weather (if the weather is nice where you are). I am at work, and I think I really actually need to get something done before I call it a day.
Ciao.
In other news...work is boring, and slow, and I really would like a vacation, but I don't have any money to go anywhere. Speaking of having no money...I really need to find another part time job so that I can actually get some of the aforementioned money. I don't want to quit this job, because I don't want to leave them in a lurch, and it really is a nice/somewhat fun/interesting job. It just doesn't pay enough because it's only part time, and they can't afford to give me a raise (even though I should get one since it's been a couple years) because the company isn't doing the greatest right now. Plus, the fact that my boss said she'd kill me before she'd ever let me leave kinda has me a little scared. LoL :-) So yeah, any ideas from anyone on any places I should try looking? I want to try to avoid waitressing and a retail(clothing) for major chains, because well, I don't care for them.
JoshCox...I don't remember exactly, but I think my purity score is 66%, or something close to that..."A Tad Inexperienced". Just thought I'd tell ya since you were having dicussions about it on your journal.
Also, Valerie...I finally realized that the reason you were so amazed that my mom hasn't been freaking out over Steve is because you thought that she actually knew I was at his house on Saturday night. LoL I was at "your" house, since I knew she would have never let me stay the night if I told her I was going to be at a guys house!! So yeah, just thought I'd let you know that so you didn't think my mom was completely losing her mind. I still am surprised about how relaxed she does seem to be about him, hopefully it keeps up. And hopefully it will get to the point where I can actually tell her I'm going to stay the night at his house and she wont care...aww heck, who am I kidding?? That will NEVER happen. She's too uptight and conservative. :-) Oh well.
Anyhow, hope everyone has a lovely evening, and enjoys the nice weather (if the weather is nice where you are). I am at work, and I think I really actually need to get something done before I call it a day.
Ciao.