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I'm completely and utterly depressed right now.
I spend my nights... by myself.. the only people I talk to.. are work people.. about work at work. My brother said he was actually worried about me.. so he said he was going to come over... it's a nice thought and all.. but i'm kind of exhausted all the time.. with work.. with life.
I'm beginning to find it really difficult to work full time and take full time classes. I haven't had an actual vacation where I didn't have to do work or school in..... oh... over a year and a half ago.
In the feild of relationships.. my life is sucking terribly.. I feel that i need a change...but i feel unloved enough as it is.. and I'm kind of scared.. what if no one will ever want to be with me.. blah.. utterly pathetic.
I also got a shitty grade today... a C+.. in a class that i've been getting A+'s in all semester. I better do better on my exam...
ok.. i think i'm done..
I spend my nights... by myself.. the only people I talk to.. are work people.. about work at work. My brother said he was actually worried about me.. so he said he was going to come over... it's a nice thought and all.. but i'm kind of exhausted all the time.. with work.. with life.
I'm beginning to find it really difficult to work full time and take full time classes. I haven't had an actual vacation where I didn't have to do work or school in..... oh... over a year and a half ago.
In the feild of relationships.. my life is sucking terribly.. I feel that i need a change...but i feel unloved enough as it is.. and I'm kind of scared.. what if no one will ever want to be with me.. blah.. utterly pathetic.
I also got a shitty grade today... a C+.. in a class that i've been getting A+'s in all semester. I better do better on my exam...
ok.. i think i'm done..