Jan 25, 2007 21:21
I'm so tired lately. All i want to do is sleep and eat, And im pretty sure that i got some kind of eating disorder, considering i eat just to eat. Even when i am not hungry, i force myself to keep eating.
Im reading this book called "Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk, the same guy that write "Fight club". Its about this guy whos a sex addict and he pretends to choke in resturants so that someone will save his life. So that he can feel loved and they will send him money.
Theres way more to the book that makes you just want to keep reading it forever. I bought it for Jesse for Christmas and I didnt Realize how messed and fucked up this book is. Im glad he liked it, because when i read the second chapter i was like "Why in the name of lord did I buy this book" haha the stuff i read, i didnt think that was in the book never said anything like on the back, and the guy at Coles said it was really good. But im glad that he liked it, because i still like it haha.
Anyway, i think im going back to reading, just started it today and im almost done. Its 292 pages long. I got to slow down haha.
NIght <3