Holy day from hell
I've spent from 9 am until 6 pm in Stowell today. I'm so fucking tired. It wasn't just that i was there for 9 hours, but rather that i didn't have any break whatsoever. I kept going and going, and i havn't eaten anything yet today, and i'm still really not even close to being done what i have to be done with. I just want to break down and cry. The only thing i actually accomplished was getting done my 15 physical chemistry questions. I still have to finish the lab for that, work in my p chem problems due wednesday, plus i have inorganic that i have to work on before wednesday AND i have a p chem test on friday and a biochem test on monday that i HAVE to kick ass on, there is no excuse...the last test i fucking failed again. I feel like such a fucking failure, i've never felt so out of place in my life. i'm beginning to think chemistry just wasn't the way for me. Actually, i'm feeling dumb enough to say that maybe i just shouldn't have come to college. i've never felt i made horrible decisions in my life until now.