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I wish there was such thing as a "motivation pill" or something. Yeah, I know I don't like pills and medications as such, but seriously, I'm sick and tired of not caring/not doing/procrastinating on school work.
I am SO SICK of school.
It's a bad idea for me to take a break from school and get a job and everything, because I KNOW I will never get back to it. But I lost my steam years ago, I think. I thought I'd be motivated to learn history, but the fact of the matter is that I can find this shit all on the internet or from a library. it's not TEACHING me anything. I'm not learning new skills that I couldn't just teach myself or find out in a book. I'm hoping there's a yet attached to that sentence.
I JUST DON'T CARE.
Maybe I should just go to art school... At least there I'd be learning skill sets I want.
Some day I'll stop writing whining and whinging. Today is not that day.
I am SO SICK of school.
It's a bad idea for me to take a break from school and get a job and everything, because I KNOW I will never get back to it. But I lost my steam years ago, I think. I thought I'd be motivated to learn history, but the fact of the matter is that I can find this shit all on the internet or from a library. it's not TEACHING me anything. I'm not learning new skills that I couldn't just teach myself or find out in a book. I'm hoping there's a yet attached to that sentence.
I JUST DON'T CARE.
Maybe I should just go to art school... At least there I'd be learning skill sets I want.
Some day I'll stop writing whining and whinging. Today is not that day.