what a crappy week.
so i started my new job at golden corral on monday. first i worked at best buy from 7-12 in the morning, then i went to GC at 3-11 at night. that's fine, that is what i signed up for. i knew i'd have a few days that i would have to do that.
so after my long ass day i come home to aaron still awake waiting for me and some dinner waiting as well. so i yell at aaron for still being awake (he had to be up at 3 in the morning) and then the bomb dropped. it was a bomb i knew would be exploding at some point soon. but i didn't need to hear it after the long ass shitty day i already endured.
my dog died. it is two days later and it is still hard to grasp. when i was at golden corral, my family was bringing my dog to the vet to be put down because he could no longer walk. they drove right by where i was working to get to the vet. i wish i had known when it was happening. i feel like shit because i didn't get to see him one last time or give him a treat before he left. i just wish i could ruffle his fur one more time and give him a kiss so he can growl at me like usual.
i dont think it is really gonna hit me until i spend some time at mom's house without him. since it has happened i haven't been over there cause i've been working so much.
i just wanted to publicly thank aaron for going to the vet and helping neal bury him. and thank him for being there for my mom since i couldn't be. i still haven't seen her since it happened. i'm sure she is still a mess.
so anyway, that is part of the reason that my week was crappy. the rest i dont want to get into right now. i'm tired of typing.
so after my long ass day i come home to aaron still awake waiting for me and some dinner waiting as well. so i yell at aaron for still being awake (he had to be up at 3 in the morning) and then the bomb dropped. it was a bomb i knew would be exploding at some point soon. but i didn't need to hear it after the long ass shitty day i already endured.
my dog died. it is two days later and it is still hard to grasp. when i was at golden corral, my family was bringing my dog to the vet to be put down because he could no longer walk. they drove right by where i was working to get to the vet. i wish i had known when it was happening. i feel like shit because i didn't get to see him one last time or give him a treat before he left. i just wish i could ruffle his fur one more time and give him a kiss so he can growl at me like usual.
i dont think it is really gonna hit me until i spend some time at mom's house without him. since it has happened i haven't been over there cause i've been working so much.
i just wanted to publicly thank aaron for going to the vet and helping neal bury him. and thank him for being there for my mom since i couldn't be. i still haven't seen her since it happened. i'm sure she is still a mess.
so anyway, that is part of the reason that my week was crappy. the rest i dont want to get into right now. i'm tired of typing.