Sigh

[maziwamama]

Does anyone want to come with me to my daughters surgery on wednesday? Hubby couldn't be bothered to remember to get the time off and my roommate got a job. So i am on my own. I am so scared what if she doesn't wake up and i am all by myself who will hold me? I am tired from being the strong one, i want to be held, i want to cry because my baby is sick.

My heart aches.