Update...
Okay so I met a guy
Well maybe met is the wrong word
Got reacquainted with someone I knew before
We went on this youth camping trip when we were teens together
And we saw each other a lot at potlaches when we were teenagers
He had the hugest crush on me
I thought he was a huge nerd
He lives in Port Alberni
His mom is from Alert Bay
He is half Kwakwaka'wakw
I never thought I would be interested in anyone from home
He is 8 months older then me
He is really sweet and almost like a male version of me
He is also incredibly beautiful for lack of a better word
He has the most amazing eyes that make me want to drool
We have spent the last few days text messaging and chatting online
Last night we talked on the phone until 4am
Neither of us really wanted to say goodbye
I was a little concerned because he is from home that we might be related somehow
I know that sounds weird but it is a very real possibility
Which is why I have never ever dated another Kwak waka'wakw person
So I asked my sister and she said that she didn't think we were
And when I asked him he told me that he already asked his mom and she went through their whole family and said we weren't
Which is a relief I still need to ask my mom because I am fucking paranoid
He is just really sweet and funny and I get excited just thinking about him
He has a lot of the same values as I do having been brought up from someone from home
He respects our old people and love children and treats women properly
He has been single for about the same amount of time that I have
He has two tabby cats just like me
He is just way to cute and sweet and he calls me stuff like muffin and pumpkin hahahah which is so cheesy but makes me smile too
We plan to go for sushi together when he comes here on the 23rd
I am freaking out a little even though it is a ways away
I try not to get excited about guys unless something real happens
I feel like I have not met anyone near good enough for me in a really long time
I can talk to him about pretty much anything
He doesn't get all silent when I talk about school stuff
Okay I will stop gushing about him
Cross your fingers for me...
Well maybe met is the wrong word
Got reacquainted with someone I knew before
We went on this youth camping trip when we were teens together
And we saw each other a lot at potlaches when we were teenagers
He had the hugest crush on me
I thought he was a huge nerd
He lives in Port Alberni
His mom is from Alert Bay
He is half Kwakwaka'wakw
I never thought I would be interested in anyone from home
He is 8 months older then me
He is really sweet and almost like a male version of me
He is also incredibly beautiful for lack of a better word
He has the most amazing eyes that make me want to drool
We have spent the last few days text messaging and chatting online
Last night we talked on the phone until 4am
Neither of us really wanted to say goodbye
I was a little concerned because he is from home that we might be related somehow
I know that sounds weird but it is a very real possibility
Which is why I have never ever dated another Kwak waka'wakw person
So I asked my sister and she said that she didn't think we were
And when I asked him he told me that he already asked his mom and she went through their whole family and said we weren't
Which is a relief I still need to ask my mom because I am fucking paranoid
He is just really sweet and funny and I get excited just thinking about him
He has a lot of the same values as I do having been brought up from someone from home
He respects our old people and love children and treats women properly
He has been single for about the same amount of time that I have
He has two tabby cats just like me
He is just way to cute and sweet and he calls me stuff like muffin and pumpkin hahahah which is so cheesy but makes me smile too
We plan to go for sushi together when he comes here on the 23rd
I am freaking out a little even though it is a ways away
I try not to get excited about guys unless something real happens
I feel like I have not met anyone near good enough for me in a really long time
I can talk to him about pretty much anything
He doesn't get all silent when I talk about school stuff
Okay I will stop gushing about him
Cross your fingers for me...