*big sighs all around*
So I've been busier and busier with each passing day, and it feels like no matter how much work I get done, more gets added on no matter what. My grades in school are terrible despite my best efforts and given my resources, so that's pretty demoralizing.
My work hours have increased to over 20 a week, and that's kicking my butt as well. The whole time I'm in SJ for Thanksgiving I may as well just study and study some more, with the exclusions of watching Rent on Wednesday and the actual feast on Thursday.
Friday is completely booked with Mike's family going on their annual trip to some cities I don't remember, to a jam farm, apple farm, and to a really awesome restaurant. Unfortunate I managed to not get out of Mike that when he said he "didn't care" where we went for Thanksgiving dinner, he really actually wanted to wait to see if his family was doing this trip this year, which he didn't tell me at all until after I had found out what my family was doing and told him I wanted to go. *le sigh*
I worked tonight from 16:00-22:00 after being at school from 9:00-14:30. I have crap to clear up at the bank tomorrow as well. That's gonna majorly suck.
I'm not gonna be getting my new desktop until after Christmas sometime, because that's when everything goes on sale apparently, and then I can get the system that I desperately need for under $800 and put this little laptop to rest. Well, not completely, but I surely can't use this laptop for gaming, as those of you who I have attempted to game with in the past should know quite well. So to me that means that Mike continues to have his downtime playing his games that now I can't ever play because his characters will be too high. *le suck*
There is very little redeeming in my life right now, other than Mike in the rare occasions that I get to see him. Everything else is filled with rushing and studying and stress and faulty time management, mostly brought on by me, which is fine, but a lot of the time brought on by others which is what's really bringing me so far down. Just have to get through finals this quarter, and next quarter will be a much happier thing...
My work hours have increased to over 20 a week, and that's kicking my butt as well. The whole time I'm in SJ for Thanksgiving I may as well just study and study some more, with the exclusions of watching Rent on Wednesday and the actual feast on Thursday.
Friday is completely booked with Mike's family going on their annual trip to some cities I don't remember, to a jam farm, apple farm, and to a really awesome restaurant. Unfortunate I managed to not get out of Mike that when he said he "didn't care" where we went for Thanksgiving dinner, he really actually wanted to wait to see if his family was doing this trip this year, which he didn't tell me at all until after I had found out what my family was doing and told him I wanted to go. *le sigh*
I worked tonight from 16:00-22:00 after being at school from 9:00-14:30. I have crap to clear up at the bank tomorrow as well. That's gonna majorly suck.
I'm not gonna be getting my new desktop until after Christmas sometime, because that's when everything goes on sale apparently, and then I can get the system that I desperately need for under $800 and put this little laptop to rest. Well, not completely, but I surely can't use this laptop for gaming, as those of you who I have attempted to game with in the past should know quite well. So to me that means that Mike continues to have his downtime playing his games that now I can't ever play because his characters will be too high. *le suck*
There is very little redeeming in my life right now, other than Mike in the rare occasions that I get to see him. Everything else is filled with rushing and studying and stress and faulty time management, mostly brought on by me, which is fine, but a lot of the time brought on by others which is what's really bringing me so far down. Just have to get through finals this quarter, and next quarter will be a much happier thing...