siyonara!
Well, school is over. I'm not in murphy anymore.
I have used this through Junior High School.
I have changed a lot.
A LOT.
I have grown up a lot.
But I'm still me.
and i dont think most kids can still say that.
sure, ive grown up and matured ever so slightly.
but i know i've stayed true to who i am and what i believe in.
I have learned a lot about relationships.
that being, friends, and love.
Me and Adam almost lost our friendship.
but we got it back thank god.
and as for love?
I've gone out with too many girls.
8th and 9th wasnt so bad..
but 7th was ridiculous.
Love is something I always said i'd never understand.
well, Im starting to understand it.
love is pain. not in a gothic emo way.
it really is.
its all about showing how much you care about someone.
how much its worth to you.
to show someone you really care about..just how much you care about them.
with your words, actions, and expressions of love.
wether its sexual, verbal, or silly little inside jokes.
I'm single. and im not happy about it.
but im okay with it right now.
uh. i just took a break to get some food.
so im just gonna do what i wanted to do instead of venting about junior high.
if you get anything out of this,
get this:
I've changed.
I've grown.
I've grown up.
I've grown out.
I've learned.
I've stayed true.
I've made mistakes.
I've fixed things.
I've lost friends.
I've gained new ones.
I've made some friendships that will last till I die.
And I know this.
I've hated.
I've been hated.
I've loved.
I've been loved.
I have fallen in love.
I have fallen out of love.
I have fallen back in love with someone.
Repeat.
Repeat.
I have realized that I never actually fell out love with them.
I still have feelings for some people that I shouldnt.
I still have feelings for someone I know I should.
I dont know when I will get over this person.
and I really dont mind.
Like I said, I stay true to who I am.
and Love is all about pain.
It hurts. and its gonna suck.
But thats love.
and thats Life.
I have drained this LiveJournal of everything it could have/would have/should have/is/was/or ever will be.
It's been real.
Maybe in a few years i'll look back and write another.
until then..
Love,
Dan
I have used this through Junior High School.
I have changed a lot.
A LOT.
I have grown up a lot.
But I'm still me.
and i dont think most kids can still say that.
sure, ive grown up and matured ever so slightly.
but i know i've stayed true to who i am and what i believe in.
I have learned a lot about relationships.
that being, friends, and love.
Me and Adam almost lost our friendship.
but we got it back thank god.
and as for love?
I've gone out with too many girls.
8th and 9th wasnt so bad..
but 7th was ridiculous.
Love is something I always said i'd never understand.
well, Im starting to understand it.
love is pain. not in a gothic emo way.
it really is.
its all about showing how much you care about someone.
how much its worth to you.
to show someone you really care about..just how much you care about them.
with your words, actions, and expressions of love.
wether its sexual, verbal, or silly little inside jokes.
I'm single. and im not happy about it.
but im okay with it right now.
uh. i just took a break to get some food.
so im just gonna do what i wanted to do instead of venting about junior high.
if you get anything out of this,
get this:
I've changed.
I've grown.
I've grown up.
I've grown out.
I've learned.
I've stayed true.
I've made mistakes.
I've fixed things.
I've lost friends.
I've gained new ones.
I've made some friendships that will last till I die.
And I know this.
I've hated.
I've been hated.
I've loved.
I've been loved.
I have fallen in love.
I have fallen out of love.
I have fallen back in love with someone.
Repeat.
Repeat.
I have realized that I never actually fell out love with them.
I still have feelings for some people that I shouldnt.
I still have feelings for someone I know I should.
I dont know when I will get over this person.
and I really dont mind.
Like I said, I stay true to who I am.
and Love is all about pain.
It hurts. and its gonna suck.
But thats love.
and thats Life.
I have drained this LiveJournal of everything it could have/would have/should have/is/was/or ever will be.
It's been real.
Maybe in a few years i'll look back and write another.
until then..
Love,
Dan