Jan 11, 2004 19:46
If this rumor's true, you better tell her. I can hardly look your way.
My memory constricts all the good times, now they seem so fake.
Through everything, if anything, I looked up to you,
now I just look down, and everything you've done, that you can't undo,
I think we deserve the truth.
Your common sense, and all you've ever said, means close to nothing to me now
and by the way, how could you anyway? I can see you now,
in your plastic crown, with your watered down dreams
Dragging her whole world out
and if this is true, then you're just a fake, and I can't trust you now.
So look me in the eyes and be, everything you always wanted me to be.
Always so strong so why now so weak - are you really just a coward?
You planted these seeds, you built this disease,
Why grow them just to throw them out?
Shame and self indulgence can't give you, the one thing she never wants to live without,
Will you leave her all alone, with the keepsakes she'll never throw out .
the keepsakes she'll never throw out.
Not quite alone, not quite in company. Not quite with you, though so unwithout you
I try not to say too much, feeling distanced.
I try not to say too much, the distance destroys what I am.
Just so you know. (just so you know) I just plain stopped trying.
Just so you know. (just so you know) I made up my mind and….
Not quite myself, not quite anyone
Not quite in love, yet drowning in your love.
Your love drowns out who I am.
Just so you know, (just so you know) I just plain stopped trying.
Just so you know, (just so you know) I made up my mind and I’m leaving you.
I don’t feel alive, at all. (I don’t feel at all)
I don’t feel alive at all.
Now you can smoke all you want, hope it makes you feel as good as I did, as I did.
I just hope that you miss me, at least half as much as you missed your, cigarettes.
I miss the us we never were, come on let’s be honest.
I miss the us we never were, come on let’s be honest.
Now he can call you all he wants, I won’t be around to tell him, you’re fast asleep.
I just hope that you miss me, at least half as much as you missed your, cigarettes.
I miss the us we never were, come on, let’s be honest.
I miss the us we never were.
I miss the us we’ll never be.
I miss the us we never were.