Mar 16, 2009 20:49
Am just losing faith in my longest and closest friend as he keeps on letting me down. We'll organise to go somewhere and do something .. and if he can't be bothered he'll say "Oh just come over to mine and we'll have a few drinks" .... and it's always when it's dark. I have to walk under a really nasty subway to get to his and hate doing it in the dark.
This is the first time I've said no.
Him and Zac used to be really close, but Zac's given up on him ... and I'm close to doing that also....
I shouldn't have to put myself out because he can't be bothered to keep his promises.
When Zac told him that he was fed up with being wrapped around his finger, Tyrone started complaining to me about Zac saying he was an arrogant arsehole .... just because he was being honest.
It's upsetting that my friend of 11 years seems to be turning into a very selfish person.
Mike's currently really. unapproachable
His dog died on Sunday, he's had him since he was six.
Incredibly sad.
He kept on saying he wanted to see me, so we had organised to see Watchmen or Bronson today and he promised he'd only see them with me. Happy times.
But he called me to say he needed to look after his mum, but his phone would be off as he couldn't find his charger ...
I tried to call his house phone a number of times with no answer....
I got a call from him half an hour .... he was at the cinema with his mates seeing Watchmen.
So I went for drinks with Tyrone. We went into Half & Half in croydon, had a pint then Mike called saying he was at east croydon. So I went up to meet him.... and the only thing he said to me was "You stink of beer", and his body language kept him well away from me. As if he was disgusted at the sheer sight of me. I'm sure everyone knows what that body language looks like.
We got the bus back to my house, during the journey he told me that he didn't know why he was acting like he was as he was fine yesterday, and fine earlier ..... great.
Got back to mine, he checked train times to get to his rehearsal, dumped his bag in my room and walked out of the door. I asked him if he wanted me to walk him and he just said no then slammed the door.
I've sent him a txt since saying "I hope you're okay, I love you lots" but have had no reply.
He should be home by ten and I'm looking for an apology.
Nice.
I was having a really nice day before all of that happened.