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Am back home now and not feeling very shiny to be honest.
Weather has been beautiful, but makes me sleepy. Very sleepy.
I'm feeling odd in an awful lot of ways ... I had a recurring dream a while ago where everyone vanished. I walked out of a room where everyone I loved was, having some kinda party, came back in and everyone was gone. Couldn't find them anywhere. Each time I had it I woke up crying and ... I can't help but feel it's actually happening. Romantic relationship breaking down, a certain 'walking light-bulb' 4-year-old friendship seems to have vanished when I asked him for help, 'little sister' is moving away.
I'm upset about it all at the moment, but I'm terrified of letting it take me over. A huge part of me is still living in hope that it wont all happen... but it will, and it is.
Nickleback said it pretty well...
Weather has been beautiful, but makes me sleepy. Very sleepy.
I'm feeling odd in an awful lot of ways ... I had a recurring dream a while ago where everyone vanished. I walked out of a room where everyone I loved was, having some kinda party, came back in and everyone was gone. Couldn't find them anywhere. Each time I had it I woke up crying and ... I can't help but feel it's actually happening. Romantic relationship breaking down, a certain 'walking light-bulb' 4-year-old friendship seems to have vanished when I asked him for help, 'little sister' is moving away.
I'm upset about it all at the moment, but I'm terrified of letting it take me over. A huge part of me is still living in hope that it wont all happen... but it will, and it is.
Nickleback said it pretty well...