My once again failed attempt to blog.
I just felt the need to update my blog, idk. I feel like posting something, even if it's random/ranting/whatever.
Hmm... Where should I start?
It's a so-so day. Work was boring, what's new. I'm starting to get sick of this everyday routine. But really, what can I do about it aside from spending quality time with friends at least once or twice a week? Not to mention fangirling over the groups I like (EXO is a recent addition to my current fandom list). This is just how the real world works I guess, and I have to accept that. I've been working for more than a year now, I'm supposed to be used to all this.
On top of that, it's been a while since I've been telling myself that I'm getting tired of this job, that I want to leave... However, the problem is, I really don't know what I want anymore. When I was a student, everything seemed so clear and I was so determined about my plans after college. After graduating, I just felt lost. Everything was bleak. I was vacant, a bum, for four months. Then I thought, bahala na. I just wanted to find a job so I could earn money. I can't rely on my parents forever, I thought.
My job right now is my first, and it's the second job that I applied for. I'm waiting for July to come. I'm hoping that by then I'll be able to think clearly, to decide for myself... what do I want to do? By then I have to start looking for another job. That is, granted that I don't feel too lazy to go through the same process again. Fix my resume, look for prospect jobs, take exams, be interviewed.
As of now, I can only sigh and make myself busy with spazzing over fandom-related stuff. Sounds shallow, I know. But it's part of my life so...yep, that's that.
Hmm... Where should I start?
It's a so-so day. Work was boring, what's new. I'm starting to get sick of this everyday routine. But really, what can I do about it aside from spending quality time with friends at least once or twice a week? Not to mention fangirling over the groups I like (EXO is a recent addition to my current fandom list). This is just how the real world works I guess, and I have to accept that. I've been working for more than a year now, I'm supposed to be used to all this.
On top of that, it's been a while since I've been telling myself that I'm getting tired of this job, that I want to leave... However, the problem is, I really don't know what I want anymore. When I was a student, everything seemed so clear and I was so determined about my plans after college. After graduating, I just felt lost. Everything was bleak. I was vacant, a bum, for four months. Then I thought, bahala na. I just wanted to find a job so I could earn money. I can't rely on my parents forever, I thought.
My job right now is my first, and it's the second job that I applied for. I'm waiting for July to come. I'm hoping that by then I'll be able to think clearly, to decide for myself... what do I want to do? By then I have to start looking for another job. That is, granted that I don't feel too lazy to go through the same process again. Fix my resume, look for prospect jobs, take exams, be interviewed.
As of now, I can only sigh and make myself busy with spazzing over fandom-related stuff. Sounds shallow, I know. But it's part of my life so...yep, that's that.