summer
omg...i cant believe how fast summer has passed...i have 4 days left until i take my mcat. i'm really scared. i havent been doing as well as i'm hoping to on my practice exams...at least not good enough to get me into columbia or duke. i am really stressed, only 4 more days to go. i guess i can always take it again when i get back from china. i guess its not the end of the world. its just that i've wasted this past 2 months studying. i meet one of my relatives yesterday, she just finished her first year of law school at Harvard. i was thoroughly impressed. i was asking her how she got in, she told me that she even took the LSAT twice. when i asked her what kind of extracurriculars she did, she said...nothing. she then told me that, she as an undergrad, she couldnt decide on a major either. she finally settled for econ only because that was the only option left for her in order to graduate within 4 years. i was like, wow. i cant believe it, 4 more days. i think if i get a 35 or better, i'm not going to take it again.
i had a kinda weird dream last night. i dreamed that i was going to jail to visit my step sister's ex husband. he was in jail for murder. when we got to the jail, there were guards everywhere, and there were even guards in this ditch surrounding this jail. they all carried these huge machine guns. so, we were talking to him, then, all of a sudden, he tried to escape. we had to call the security guards to hunt him down. they did...eventually. then, my parents went to the car, and i was going to pay him one last visit to figure out why he was trying to break free. i couldnt find him because he was locked up in this special cell. when i walked into the room where the guards were, there was this one really cute guard. for some reason, i lied and told them that i was looking for my step father. they told me that it would not be a good idea to visit him at this time. as i turned around to leave, the really cute guard came up to me and asked if he could escort me out of that place to my parents. so the walk out of jail seemed like forever, and during that time, we exchanged our life stories. when we got to the door, he held my hand and was asking me if i could introduce him to my parents. my parents were waiting at the door saw us, and he turned into a girl. yeah, so i introduced him as a girl to my parents. about a couple of weeks later, we were back at the jail. i went and found that cute guard, and he was a guy. for some reason, i figured out that he was only 14 or 15 at the time. i was REALLY freaked out, and when he asked me if he could call me, i ran away. yeah, weird dream. i cant remember my dreams most of the time, at least not the details, but this dream was really vivid and realistic.
i had a kinda weird dream last night. i dreamed that i was going to jail to visit my step sister's ex husband. he was in jail for murder. when we got to the jail, there were guards everywhere, and there were even guards in this ditch surrounding this jail. they all carried these huge machine guns. so, we were talking to him, then, all of a sudden, he tried to escape. we had to call the security guards to hunt him down. they did...eventually. then, my parents went to the car, and i was going to pay him one last visit to figure out why he was trying to break free. i couldnt find him because he was locked up in this special cell. when i walked into the room where the guards were, there was this one really cute guard. for some reason, i lied and told them that i was looking for my step father. they told me that it would not be a good idea to visit him at this time. as i turned around to leave, the really cute guard came up to me and asked if he could escort me out of that place to my parents. so the walk out of jail seemed like forever, and during that time, we exchanged our life stories. when we got to the door, he held my hand and was asking me if i could introduce him to my parents. my parents were waiting at the door saw us, and he turned into a girl. yeah, so i introduced him as a girl to my parents. about a couple of weeks later, we were back at the jail. i went and found that cute guard, and he was a guy. for some reason, i figured out that he was only 14 or 15 at the time. i was REALLY freaked out, and when he asked me if he could call me, i ran away. yeah, weird dream. i cant remember my dreams most of the time, at least not the details, but this dream was really vivid and realistic.