Flying off to Japan
It's 12.30am and I'm at the airport waiting for my 1.50am flight to Japan.
Yesterday and today have been tiring, generally with me rushing around preparing for my 23 days trip while taking care of Bobby. He is refusing to eat his food and we have to sort of force-handfeed him, something that I find horrible to have to do to him. But yet at the same time, if he didn't eat, he would get so weak he couldn't even walk properly...
Honestly, this trip couldn't have come at a worse timing. I had been so looking forward to this trip, but now I dread the very next coming days of not knowing how Bobby would be. >_<
While I know that my mom, dad and Padauk would give him the best care, I can't help but worry and feel guilty about leaving him. And being the super worrier that I am, even a small uncomfort from him makes me worry like crazy.
If there's a god, I hope he or she keeps Bobby comfortable, painless and happy.
Yesterday and today have been tiring, generally with me rushing around preparing for my 23 days trip while taking care of Bobby. He is refusing to eat his food and we have to sort of force-handfeed him, something that I find horrible to have to do to him. But yet at the same time, if he didn't eat, he would get so weak he couldn't even walk properly...
Honestly, this trip couldn't have come at a worse timing. I had been so looking forward to this trip, but now I dread the very next coming days of not knowing how Bobby would be. >_<
While I know that my mom, dad and Padauk would give him the best care, I can't help but worry and feel guilty about leaving him. And being the super worrier that I am, even a small uncomfort from him makes me worry like crazy.
If there's a god, I hope he or she keeps Bobby comfortable, painless and happy.