Dec 19, 2004 23:14
Dont you hate, and this drives me nuts, when your sitting in english, in the middle of a story such as Shakespeare, or William Chaucer's Canteberry tales, and one student is kindly reading through the stanzas and lines and you have no clue what page you are on, your in a completly differetn section than that of the student to your left, and the one seated to your right is sleeping on the book and you cannot see the correct complete chunk of the story to be at... page number? UNIT? STORY-THERES ONLY A BILLLION!...yeah..its like that
Its like guys are the english lesson sometimes, never on the same page as you,and are either 4 pages behind, or 9 pages ahead, or maybe even completly sleeping on the whole topic, and not even in teh flow of comprehending
Natalies party...yeah...garrett and i had it all planned..he would his suit..even gave me opinion on which dress i should wear...well dont count those chickens before they hatch..things change in a blink of an eye...or the swift typing of a controller of a keyboard shoudl i best state..yeah...the whole whopla was over the internet, ha...creative one
But her gala was a load of fun, and i think she thoroughly enjoyed herself...a big thanks to all of you who came to help make her night wounderful, that means a lot to me to see someone as special as her be happy...and thanks to dave, you looked great, it was so nice of you to agree to tag along!
Im almost ready for the holidays to come and go..i dont care about gifts, im not one whom ever has, just want to see my family, and eat my grandmothers cooking,a nd see wills dad, and hug his neck to where it falls off...i sit in silence sometimes, just watching a movie or reading,a nd start to cry..what if hit time to go is sooner than doctors predict...wow..that would tear me down.
tomorow will be full of college stuff, and mom yelling, and a bit of shopping with meredith, but overall i think it will be okay...tomorrow night, i think in my plans is two movies, two drinks and a bucket of popcorn...my gift from work..which i will share with myself..just feel like being alone, maybe that will change by morning
goodnight yall..and if i dont post before christmas..have a happy and wounderful one, dont forget family, if all else goes to hell, theyll be there...
and p.s. my goal: kiss at the stroke of 12, never happened before...neither has having someone special to hold during the holidays, i guess ill resort to my 5 boy cousins, the toddlers love me...