taking the plunge. face first...
Only shopping is bad, you can just keep clicking and clicking and clicking, its so easy...and I just keep doing it. Not that I can really afford any of it, but I do like being able to look through everything, oh so fun. My computers been on the frits lately so I've been trying to stay away from it, soooo I'm on Wesleys laptop. Of course he's not home right now, so I'm sure he won't mind. :) I need to go ahead and make a list of the things that I need to update...sorry random thought there for a moment. Well everythings been going smoothly I suppose, house is still on the works, Wes has pictures up in his myspace account if you would like to check it out. www.myspace.com/wesleypage. we should be moving in, in the begining of march, but it's been tough finding materials...since ya know, they are in the process of rebuilding a whole coast right now. We had tons of trouble finding shingles for the roof, but we finally found some. Still haven't found a door though. Atleast one that is affordable. We need an 8 foot solid wood door. Anything we've found starts at around 2500 and we defintely don't want to spend that much. EEErrrr let me rephrase that, we cant spend that much, its way overbudget, which we defintely already are. which is bad. yeh. lol. i love how i can just try and laugh that off, but yeh its a big problem, hopefully everything else stays as planned. works been the same, quit la quinta, still at zales, trying to find something new. i keep going back to zales, i love it, but hate it. yeh i would defintely describe it as a love/hate relationship there. they know i can sell, so they always lure me back. i have a few other job leads, but i just havent jumped on any of them yet. ive been super lazy the past week or so but i know that has to do with my "woman cycle" i always loose focus of things around this time of the month. I'll probably get back on track today. i just thought i would catch up the lj on a few things. i love this thing, ive had it for so many years. lets see what else is going on....wesleys new job is going great, he's only been there since december and he's already a canidate for a promotion. seems like a company he could really stick with too, i just love that he loves it and feels he can be succesful. i cant wait until i find my nitch....still wondering what it is. as usual. he's losing weight too. so proud of him....anywho, yeh i need to find a new job, its funny, i always think geezus i'm so above this job when i actually have the job...but when it comes to me actually applying to something that is ..i guess above me, or a challenge, i get so scared, but i really need to let go and just go for it. why does it bother me? i dunno, i want to be able to take the challenge and really jump on it. i want to feel like what i am doing everyday is something new and different and not some same old basic shit. I'm talking huge deals, business trips, ceo's and their henchmen. Wes and I have a dinner date tonight with a co-worker of mine, who is trying to place me in her old job. I won't jinx it, but i feel like I may have a job. She was an account executive for a computer software company and she really feels like I could handle it. She said that I have all the tools for it, so we'll be talking to her about that tonight. Her husband is really cool too, wes and him were both in the military so they all seem to have a lot to talk about. It's so nice to find other couples that you can both hang out with, that so rarely happens :) She quit because it was too much work, and too much travel, she wanted to be with her son more, so she took a more "normal" job. hhmm like I said I wont jinx it, but yeh I'm excited. It's time, I really need to take that big step. Imagine...me, a business woman. heh, I like it. infact, I love it.