Mar 01, 2009 21:37
It's actually kind of emooo
lol
My old username for everything was FallenStar. Thennnnn I wanted a new one, a Japanese one.
So I decided I wanted to stay with star because of my favorite character in Fushigi Yugi, Hotohori. ♥ Still love him.
Anyway, then I went looking through lyrics of RK opening and closing songs and found mayotteru which means lost.
And so was born mayotteruhoshi which means lost star.
Buttt
I learned last year that mayotteru means kind of indecisive; not sure which path to take. That kind of lost.
Which ironically suits me because I'm usually indecisive not sure of what I want in life; and I hate choosing stuff unless I know what I really want. I also don't like to make decisions in groups because I'm afraid that people won't like my suggestion and lie about it.
I have a bad habit of putting people before myself...
AND NOW
back to my essay...
>_<
procrastination,
writer's block,
irony