Aug 14, 2008 19:09
is EXTREMELY stressful.
My god...
So in a little over 24 hours I’ll be meeting Kevin, Joseph, and Nicholas Jonas.
I’m already sick with nerves and I’m already shaking.
I’m in the car on the way up to Buffalo with Michelle, her mom her sister, and her sister’s friend. I slept, then wrote and then I started thinking about what I want to say to these amazing boys.
And after thinking hard about it; I’ve narrowed it down to a few things.
1) Say happy birthday to Joseph.
2) I want birthday hugs. I’m going to ask them for birthday hugs and tell them it’s my 19th birthday on Monday. Then I’m going to try to tell them that Michelle and I drove up for our birthdays and that Michelle is upset that she couldn’t meet them too and that she says Happy Birthday to Joe too.
3) That their music inspires a lot my writing and helps me through a lot of issues and thank them for being amazing musicians.
I also need to remember a few things while I’m in their presence.
1) How to breathe (probably the most important)
2) How to walk without falling (a nice thing to remember so I don’t look retarded)
3) How to talk; I want to have a real conversation with these boys. This is probably the only time I’m ever going to meet them so I need to talk to them. Most girls just scream and cry; I want to be different. I want to be able to say I had a conversation with them.
4) Not to scream xD
Also something that’s been worrying me.
WTF AM I GOING TO WEAR?!
Seriously…I want to look good for these boys. I wanna wear bright colors but I actually care what these boys thing soooo I want to look nice and definitely show what I have…you know?
They’re boys…they’re gonna look. Lmao
AND THEN
After all that I feel sooooooooooooooo guilty. Michelle’s been a fan for FOREVER and she loves Joe so much and I only get one pass. I wish that she could meet them with me. I feel so horrible. She says she’s okay with it and she’s happy for me but like…still. This must be really hard for her and I hate the fact that I’m doing it.
She’s like…..god I love Michelle. She’s amazing.
I can say without a doubt she’s one of my best friends. Like Jacqui we just…clicked. And when we first met in person it was awkward for all of .00000000000001 seconds before it was normal.
I think it’s really wrong there’s only one pass. I think it’s really fucked up. You obviously go to concerts with people; and meeting them would be SO MUCH better if she was with me.
>_<
So yeah over all?
I’m fuckin nervous.
But really excited.
And determined to act somewhat normal in front of these boys. Normal being not screaming my head off and actually talking to them.
And you know what?
I think I can do it.
jonas brothers,
concerts,
michelle