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Amazing. I seriously think-no wait-I know my being awake and...well for lack of better choice of words, with it is due to the hand of God. I'm wide awake, have been now for an hour. I'm listening to worship songs and it's just... It's crazy. I love these songs. I haven't listened to them really like this for a very, very long time. Other than while in church. I'm going to put them on my iPod though so I can take them with me whereever I go. :)
I'm so ready for today! I'm actually not even really anxious about going to a new church, nor am I really thinking and/or worrying about online stuff. Not yet that is. *sigh* I don't know why I worry about stuff online so much. More than likely because I'm so very sensitive. *shrug* Oh well. I'm allowed to be so phbbt! >:-P
Ohmigosh! This song I'm listening to right now is bringing back soooo many nostalgic memories!!! Aaaah! My first hour teacher in Ninth grade that was 5 years ago!!! Well... 4.5, but whatever. Anways, this song, "Dive" by Steven Curtis Chapman, Well... she used to play it every single day. Heheh. It's sooo crazy now listening to it. I close my eyes and I can feel like I'm back in that class trying to wake up for the day. *sniff* I really miss my boarding school. I wish I had stayed throughout high school, then I'd be finishing up my first year of college.
*breath* Okay. But that's obviously not what God's plan for me was. He knew where I was going to go. He knew I'd end up here with my aunt and uncle. I'm happy here, I'm walking on a straight -well all right- maybe a bit of a crooked path, but it's still quite clear where it's going. This is the best thing that has happened to me for a very long time.
Be happy and rejoice for Christ lives! Wheeee!
((Sorry if I freaked anyone out by this. All I can say is please don't flame me. This is my LJ and I have a right to write how I feel and speak about my religion. I just... I hope if you do have any problems with it, that you will seek me out and talk to me about it. I love all y'all! *hugs*))
Have a good church-going Sunday all! :-D
I'm so ready for today! I'm actually not even really anxious about going to a new church, nor am I really thinking and/or worrying about online stuff. Not yet that is. *sigh* I don't know why I worry about stuff online so much. More than likely because I'm so very sensitive. *shrug* Oh well. I'm allowed to be so phbbt! >:-P
Ohmigosh! This song I'm listening to right now is bringing back soooo many nostalgic memories!!! Aaaah! My first hour teacher in Ninth grade that was 5 years ago!!! Well... 4.5, but whatever. Anways, this song, "Dive" by Steven Curtis Chapman, Well... she used to play it every single day. Heheh. It's sooo crazy now listening to it. I close my eyes and I can feel like I'm back in that class trying to wake up for the day. *sniff* I really miss my boarding school. I wish I had stayed throughout high school, then I'd be finishing up my first year of college.
*breath* Okay. But that's obviously not what God's plan for me was. He knew where I was going to go. He knew I'd end up here with my aunt and uncle. I'm happy here, I'm walking on a straight -well all right- maybe a bit of a crooked path, but it's still quite clear where it's going. This is the best thing that has happened to me for a very long time.
Be happy and rejoice for Christ lives! Wheeee!
((Sorry if I freaked anyone out by this. All I can say is please don't flame me. This is my LJ and I have a right to write how I feel and speak about my religion. I just... I hope if you do have any problems with it, that you will seek me out and talk to me about it. I love all y'all! *hugs*))
Have a good church-going Sunday all! :-D