I Love My Brother -Summer Vacation-
Title: I Love My Brother -Summer Vacation-
Pairing: ChiiTaro
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Incest, Angst
Summary: What happens when Chinen comes back from his first year in College for a summer with the one he loves...or that is how they ended the last time.
A/N: I just thought i'd give you guys a part 2 for "I Love My Brother". It's shorter than the first "I Love My Brother" so please bear with the quick change of years, days or whatever...I rushed this due to depression and school work. Enjoy!
It was the start summer in year 2012 and Ryutaro was enjoying his stay in his apartment. Both their parents needed to transfer to Okinawa for their business duties and so Ryutaro was enjoying his 2nd year high school life in a more independent lifestyle, but 2 months of summer alone, sounded boring to Ryutaro. Though he did miss the one who made him happy last year. His brother Yuri.
Ryutaro got up from his bed, it was 3pm in the afternoon, and he was intensely bored. He walked over to desk and sat down on the computer chair and picked up the picture of him and his brother before Yuri went to college, he was happy that he and his brother finally came clean about their feelings for each other--
"Ryutaro!", he heard from outside his apartment door
"Eh?", Ryutaro quickly got up and ran to the door, he looked into the peephole and immediately opened the door
"Yuri?! What are you doing here?!", Ryutaro shouted before glomping the boy to death and quickly letting go
"I just thought i'd hang out with you since it's summer and everything, may I come in?", Yuri asked cutely
"Sure", Ryutaro smiled
Yuri followed Ryutaro into the bedroom where he quickly got comfortable and placed his stuff in Ryutaro's closet.
"Ne, Ryu-chan, i'm going to take a shower now, where's the bathroom?", Yuri asked looking around for the said room
"Oh, it's just over here", Ryutaro pointed to the door near the the living room
"Oh, ok thanks, i'll just get my clothes", Yuri quickly ran back to Ryutaro's room and started picking out some clothes in the closet (Ryutaro managed to give atleast one side of his closet just for Yuri), "Ehh, what can I wear--", Yuri fell silent went he felt arms wrap around his waist
"R-Ryutaro?", Yuri stuttered feeling Ryutaro rest his head on his shoulder
"I missed you...Yuri", Ryutaro whispered
"I...missed you too Ryu-chan", Yuri said, almost half-heartedly that Ryutaro noticed. He untangled his arms from the older's waist and went to sit on the computer chair.
Yuri stepped away from the closet witth a pile of clothes and walked over to Ryutaro, "I really do miss you", he said before giving Ryutaro a kiss on his nose followed by his lips where as Ryutaro quickly returned, he stood up making the older drop the pile of clothes, Yuri,wrapping his small hands around Ryutaro's neck, deepening the kiss in the process. Ryutaro placed his hands on Yuri's hips pulling the older boy closer, they stayed like that for a clean 1 minute but stopped and stared at each other, but once again, Ryutaro noticed that Yuri seem's as if he wasn't happy about what they are doing....what is this?
-
Yuri and Ryutaro decided to go to a coffee shop somewhere in around the Metropolitan area, it was a quiet shop, not much people were there which made Yuri and Ryutaro feel a bit comfortable.
"So hows your first year in college? Made any new friends?", Ryutaro smiled
"Yeah, I did", Yuri smiled
"That's good so--"
"I need to talk to you about something...", Yuri lowered his head while mixing his iced coffee with the straw.
"Sure, shoot"
"Ryutaro..you were so nice to me, you even watched over me when I was in high school, and you even wished for me to have a peaceful future...but Ryu-chan...I think we can't continue our relationship..", Ryutaro's face showed full sadness which Yuri can confidently say "My Fault".
"W-Why all of a sudden?", Ryutaro asked, near the verge of crying
"In my first year of college, there was this rumor going around in our school...about how my classmate, Yuko, died...She suicided because she was pregnant...but not with some random guy but with her brother...then...everyone started to say bad things about--"
"So..you're worried about your reputation, rather than ignoring what other people say?", Ryutaro butted in
"Ryutaro...I...I just can't..."
"And you were the one who confessed......I'm leaving", Ryutaro got up, grabbed his bag and left the cafe. Leaving Yuri confused on what to do next. A few minutes passed and Yuri finally got up from his seat and headed to Ryutaro's apartment.
Once there, he quickly packed up his things and left, leaving a note on Ryutaro's bed.
-
Ryutaro went to the Convinience store that one of his friends worked at. Yamada Ryosuke.
"Yo Ryutaro!"
"Yo Yamada, I thought your shift ended already?"
"Nah, I was told to stay until 8:00PM, what are you doing here at this time? It's already, what...6:30? Aren't you supposed to be in Cram school since until 7:00PM? You said you need to study even harder since Yuri-kun isn't around.."
"I quit Cram School today, I think i'll be able to cope with studying in advanced by myself", Yamada laughed sarcastically, "Are you sure Ryutaro? Last time you tried studying by yourself you fell asleep on your book and the next morning you needed to hang your book on the clothes line because it was soaked in your slobber"
"Haha, Yeah, I remember that...ne Yama-chan, if ever you're free do you wanna hang out together? Maybe get some coffee or someth--"
"Okay, What happened between you and Yuri?", Yamada asked, placing the can back on the shelf after placing the new tag on, as if he knew that something was seriously up.
"Can we talk about it? At the cafe we always go to after school, tomorrow maybe?", Ryutaro asked, or somehow begged.
"Hmm...Sure..how does 9:00AM sound?", Ryutaro nodded slowly
"Great, you better tell me that you and Yuri are on good terms...or else", Yamada said, grabbing Ryutaro by the collar.
"Oh--um, maybe, coffee isn't such a good--", Yamada slowly let go of Ryutaro's collar a smirk slowly forming on his face
"Just kidding Ryutaro, so i'll see you tomorrow then", Ryutaro nodded before leaving the shop.
Ryutaro noticed that it was nearly 7:00 so he decided to go back to his apartment. He did hope to see Yuri and apologize but once he got home he found a note on his desk which read..
I'm so sorry for everything Ryu-chan...I still do love you, but I think loving your own sibling in a more romantic way isn't right...I Love You...just not like before sorry Ryu-chan... -Yuri
Ryutaro felt bad, he did still love Yuri very much and is willing to pursue Yuri into loving him in a way he loved him before. But after he fell asleep that night he promised himself right when he woke up, that he will not try and get Yuri back...no matter how much it hurts. But the same time he said that, he remembered his meeting with Yamada, how will that turn out?
Ryutaro waited silently in the cafe he and Yamada were said to meet at. He eyed the place, remembering the times he spent time with Yamada AND Yuri. It ached his heart even more with his confusing feelings...not to mention his heart is aching even more not knowing where Yuri had run off to.
"Ryutaro!", the said boy immediately looked up and saw Yamada waving furiously before running over to sit with the younger boy.
"Hey Ryo-chan", He smiled
"Whoa, since when did you start calling me Ryo-chan again?", He asked sarcastically
"Fine--"
"No, i'm just joking, I sorta miss being called that", he smiled faintly
"So tell me about you and Yuri...what really happened?", Yamada asked, putting his bag down
"Well...I don't exactly know what really happened...at first when he arrived here I was happy and so was he...but then when we went out he told me that maybe going out is a bad idea...since we're brothers and everything--"
"So you broke up?"
"...Well..I guess so..."
"Maybe it was for the better..."
"W-What?"
"Maybe, you should see different people! C'mon, you're own brother? It's like your desperate or something--"
"Well excuse me...I didn't know you'd come here just to put me down", Ryutaro said with a hint of anger noticeable in his voice making Yamada feel as if he wanted to take back every single thing he uttered.
".....I...I'm sorry...I must be a horrible friend right now...", Ryutaro stayed silent and soon Yamada noticed that there were tears building up in Ryutaro's eyes which now panicked Yamada
"R-Ryutaro? A-are you okay? Look i'm sorry--!", He said shaking Ryutaro a bit who still didn't look up. After one tear fell, Ryutaro immediately got up and ran out of the shop doing the same thing he did to Yuri...
Yuri, I don't know what i'll do without you...you say that our love is somewhat forbidden but isn't that the type of love that is true and powerful and can withstand anything?...Yuri I need you by my side no matter what...But...Without you next to me, I'm just a mere fragment of this world which was never looked into properly...
Ryutaro ran straight to his apartment and locked the door immediately. He dropped onto the floor and cried...covering his delicate face with his palms which once held Yuri's...He was devistated without Yuri beside him...to him there was no point in living at the moment.
After collecting himself, he got up and went over to his study table. He opened the book he failed to read onto the page he left off and saw a note folded and placed inbetween the book...it read:
Dear Ryutaro,
I couldn't help but feel guilty about the way I made you feel. It's hard...really hard telling you that it's over between us....but...thats reality, siblings just CANNOT fall inlove! It's just like in fairy tales where a princess is only allowed to marry a prince she barely loves but outside the world of royalty lives a person she longs for but just cannot be with. Forbidden Love, is the perfect term...I miss you...I love you...but at the moment...I don't love you.. Ryutaro, I'm truly sorry.
-Yuri
Just when Ryutaro thought he wouldn't break down again, he did. He got furious and threw any remnants of him and Yuri into the nearby trash bin. He went into the bathroom grabbing a razor in the medicine cabinet and did what any other teen would do if they are THAT emotionally hurt...he cut himself...
The next morning he woke up feeling really weak, he noticed that the tub of water was bloody and that he was pale blue. He wrapped a towel around his wrist and got up slowly. Taking his time since his head was pounding hard.
He went over to his bed and layed down, closed his eyes and breathed deeply. He opened his eyes and notice a boy who he once loved and still loves, standing next to the bed...
"Y-Yuri...", Ryutaro got up but quickly pressed his palm against his forehead to stop the intense headache
"...You cut yourself..."
"....I had no choice--", Yuri shut him up with a slap.
"You had no choice?...No choice!!?! You nearly killed yourself! You're lucky you're still alive!", Yuri shouted and all younger could do was listen.
"You think your problems will all go away with cutting yourself!? STUPID! YOU ARE SO STUPID RYUTARO--"
"I KNOW I AM!", Ryutaro shouted back
"THEN WHY!? YOU THINK I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH THIS!? YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME SO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF!?...I was always scared that our parents constantly getting mad at you would provoke you into cutting yourself thats why I didn't want to have my own bedroom yet...but apparently I didn't stop you last night...Ryutaro if you really do love me then you'd know that knowing you are alive and well, will still give me time to think about how to love you back....", Yuri said, his eyes slowly building up with tears...
"...Yuri...I do really love you...but knowing that you aren't beside me...it's like I have no purpose to live anymore"
"Just how stupid can you get!? Ryutaro, I Love You! I really do love you! I love you with all my heart! I can't get you out of my head! I cry before sleeping at night knowing you aren't cuddling me like you used to!...College is horrible with you not beside me! Ryutaro Morimoto, I Love You..", Yuri fell on his knees, having a hard time breathing...
"R-Ryutaro, just please give me time...", he sobbed but all Ryutaro could do was hug the older boy, not exactly knowing what to say...he stayed quiet until Yuri left. When the older asked if he could have more time to think Ryutaro stayed silent and sat still...looking away from the older boy like some stubborn kid...after that night, Ryutaro promised to change his ways and forget about the past...Yuri then left.
-
2 months passed and only 2 weeks of summer was left on the calendar and Yuri still did not return. Ryutaro went back to his normal self, he hung out with Yamada and actually found out that Yamada liked Ryutaro from when they first met in Junior High. It was hard to believe but Yamada accepted the fact that Ryutaro's heart was only meant for Yuri and only Yuri. They remained the best of friends though and Ryutaro re acquainted himself with Nakajima Yuto who is Yamada's friend, they met in the past but only once.
After playing video games at the arcade with Yamada and Yuto, Ryutaro went back to his apartment and noticed that the door was open. He brought out his tazer just in case. He slowly entered his place but noticed that there was no one there but there was a letter on the study table which read:
To Ryutaro,
Last chance to meet me. Tokyo International Airport...4:00AM tomorrow...
-Yuri
The thoughts of Yuri leaving troubled Ryutaro as he prepared for tomorrow morning. He came across the remnants he threw away and placed them into a gift bag. He fell asleep hoping this will not be the last time Ryutaro will see Yuri.
-
Ryutaro rushed to the said airport and noticed a small figure sitting down possibly waiting for a flight since his bags were right beside him.
"Hey..", Ryutaro said which quickly caught Yuri's attention. The older quickly stood up and hugged Ryutaro.
"Ryuu...", he said, removing himself from Ryutaro's hold
"I'm leaving for America...I'll be studying there for 2 months..which might turn into years..."
"...I understand...", Ryutaro nodded thumbing the tears, falling from Yuri's eyes, away, letting his palm linger on the soft skin for a few seconds...
"I'll tell you my answer soon...", Yuri smiled faintly, "But...promise me you won't cut yourself anymore", the younger nodded furiously, he, himself, crying as well.
"Oh! H-here I wanted to give you this...I kept all of it...up to the time when me and you were together...", Ryutaro handed the bag full of photos and letters of Yuri and him. The older giggled at the cuteness he couldn't believe he and Ryutaro let out between each other, the "I Love You's" in the letters and kisses in the photos...but more importantly the smiles it gave to both of them which no one, not even their parents can achieve. It was somewhat like they were really meant for each other, they were perfect but almost too perfect that it scared them a few times...
The flight announcement rang through the whole airport saying that the plane to America was already there.
"Well...this is me...I'll miss you Ryu-chan...Bye..", No kiss, No hug...No nothing...just a mere goodbye...
-
4 years passed and Ryutaro was now finishing college while Yuri was still studying further in America, he accepted the request of staying there for special studying which required 5 more years when he got there.
Ryutaro was studying simple Segments at the moment since he took up Architecture even though he sucked in Geometry and pretty much anything involving math. He took it because he remembered what Yuri told him "You suck at math, but remember those who suck at it are the most smartest people in the world...take up Architecture...for me?...okay?". A few minutes later he heard a knock on his door and a letter slid through the bottom of the apartment door entering the room.
He picked it up and it read:
To: Ryutaro Morimoto
Tokyo, Japan
...Ryuu...i'm coming back...I'll be there in about a week and I can't wait to see you .Ne...buy me milk tea when i'm back? Okay? I've gotten so attached to it that it's almost like some alcoholic drink I can't get enough of....
P.S: ...Oh and...My answer for your love is...Yes..
From: Yuri Morimoto
New Jersey, USA
A/N: Ignore the grammar errors, I did not spell-check either. Comments are loved. "I Love My Brother 3" will be out soon. I would like to say that this Fic is actually a series i'm working on but it's not THAT attached to the other chapters. You can read it without reading the others because mainly I'll explain what happened in the last fic on the new one. So it can be read as a one-shot as well as a chaptered fic, I won't post this fic like one though...it'll come out spontaneously...:) Despite the incident that happened with Ryutaro, I am trying my best so that it won't affect the way I write. I support Ryutaro with all my heart because I love that boy too much...
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Pairing: ChiiTaro
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Incest, Angst
Summary: What happens when Chinen comes back from his first year in College for a summer with the one he loves...or that is how they ended the last time.
A/N: I just thought i'd give you guys a part 2 for "I Love My Brother". It's shorter than the first "I Love My Brother" so please bear with the quick change of years, days or whatever...I rushed this due to depression and school work. Enjoy!
It was the start summer in year 2012 and Ryutaro was enjoying his stay in his apartment. Both their parents needed to transfer to Okinawa for their business duties and so Ryutaro was enjoying his 2nd year high school life in a more independent lifestyle, but 2 months of summer alone, sounded boring to Ryutaro. Though he did miss the one who made him happy last year. His brother Yuri.
Ryutaro got up from his bed, it was 3pm in the afternoon, and he was intensely bored. He walked over to desk and sat down on the computer chair and picked up the picture of him and his brother before Yuri went to college, he was happy that he and his brother finally came clean about their feelings for each other--
"Ryutaro!", he heard from outside his apartment door
"Eh?", Ryutaro quickly got up and ran to the door, he looked into the peephole and immediately opened the door
"Yuri?! What are you doing here?!", Ryutaro shouted before glomping the boy to death and quickly letting go
"I just thought i'd hang out with you since it's summer and everything, may I come in?", Yuri asked cutely
"Sure", Ryutaro smiled
Yuri followed Ryutaro into the bedroom where he quickly got comfortable and placed his stuff in Ryutaro's closet.
"Ne, Ryu-chan, i'm going to take a shower now, where's the bathroom?", Yuri asked looking around for the said room
"Oh, it's just over here", Ryutaro pointed to the door near the the living room
"Oh, ok thanks, i'll just get my clothes", Yuri quickly ran back to Ryutaro's room and started picking out some clothes in the closet (Ryutaro managed to give atleast one side of his closet just for Yuri), "Ehh, what can I wear--", Yuri fell silent went he felt arms wrap around his waist
"R-Ryutaro?", Yuri stuttered feeling Ryutaro rest his head on his shoulder
"I missed you...Yuri", Ryutaro whispered
"I...missed you too Ryu-chan", Yuri said, almost half-heartedly that Ryutaro noticed. He untangled his arms from the older's waist and went to sit on the computer chair.
Yuri stepped away from the closet witth a pile of clothes and walked over to Ryutaro, "I really do miss you", he said before giving Ryutaro a kiss on his nose followed by his lips where as Ryutaro quickly returned, he stood up making the older drop the pile of clothes, Yuri,wrapping his small hands around Ryutaro's neck, deepening the kiss in the process. Ryutaro placed his hands on Yuri's hips pulling the older boy closer, they stayed like that for a clean 1 minute but stopped and stared at each other, but once again, Ryutaro noticed that Yuri seem's as if he wasn't happy about what they are doing....what is this?
-
Yuri and Ryutaro decided to go to a coffee shop somewhere in around the Metropolitan area, it was a quiet shop, not much people were there which made Yuri and Ryutaro feel a bit comfortable.
"So hows your first year in college? Made any new friends?", Ryutaro smiled
"Yeah, I did", Yuri smiled
"That's good so--"
"I need to talk to you about something...", Yuri lowered his head while mixing his iced coffee with the straw.
"Sure, shoot"
"Ryutaro..you were so nice to me, you even watched over me when I was in high school, and you even wished for me to have a peaceful future...but Ryu-chan...I think we can't continue our relationship..", Ryutaro's face showed full sadness which Yuri can confidently say "My Fault".
"W-Why all of a sudden?", Ryutaro asked, near the verge of crying
"In my first year of college, there was this rumor going around in our school...about how my classmate, Yuko, died...She suicided because she was pregnant...but not with some random guy but with her brother...then...everyone started to say bad things about--"
"So..you're worried about your reputation, rather than ignoring what other people say?", Ryutaro butted in
"Ryutaro...I...I just can't..."
"And you were the one who confessed......I'm leaving", Ryutaro got up, grabbed his bag and left the cafe. Leaving Yuri confused on what to do next. A few minutes passed and Yuri finally got up from his seat and headed to Ryutaro's apartment.
Once there, he quickly packed up his things and left, leaving a note on Ryutaro's bed.
-
Ryutaro went to the Convinience store that one of his friends worked at. Yamada Ryosuke.
"Yo Ryutaro!"
"Yo Yamada, I thought your shift ended already?"
"Nah, I was told to stay until 8:00PM, what are you doing here at this time? It's already, what...6:30? Aren't you supposed to be in Cram school since until 7:00PM? You said you need to study even harder since Yuri-kun isn't around.."
"I quit Cram School today, I think i'll be able to cope with studying in advanced by myself", Yamada laughed sarcastically, "Are you sure Ryutaro? Last time you tried studying by yourself you fell asleep on your book and the next morning you needed to hang your book on the clothes line because it was soaked in your slobber"
"Haha, Yeah, I remember that...ne Yama-chan, if ever you're free do you wanna hang out together? Maybe get some coffee or someth--"
"Okay, What happened between you and Yuri?", Yamada asked, placing the can back on the shelf after placing the new tag on, as if he knew that something was seriously up.
"Can we talk about it? At the cafe we always go to after school, tomorrow maybe?", Ryutaro asked, or somehow begged.
"Hmm...Sure..how does 9:00AM sound?", Ryutaro nodded slowly
"Great, you better tell me that you and Yuri are on good terms...or else", Yamada said, grabbing Ryutaro by the collar.
"Oh--um, maybe, coffee isn't such a good--", Yamada slowly let go of Ryutaro's collar a smirk slowly forming on his face
"Just kidding Ryutaro, so i'll see you tomorrow then", Ryutaro nodded before leaving the shop.
Ryutaro noticed that it was nearly 7:00 so he decided to go back to his apartment. He did hope to see Yuri and apologize but once he got home he found a note on his desk which read..
I'm so sorry for everything Ryu-chan...I still do love you, but I think loving your own sibling in a more romantic way isn't right...I Love You...just not like before sorry Ryu-chan... -Yuri
Ryutaro felt bad, he did still love Yuri very much and is willing to pursue Yuri into loving him in a way he loved him before. But after he fell asleep that night he promised himself right when he woke up, that he will not try and get Yuri back...no matter how much it hurts. But the same time he said that, he remembered his meeting with Yamada, how will that turn out?
Ryutaro waited silently in the cafe he and Yamada were said to meet at. He eyed the place, remembering the times he spent time with Yamada AND Yuri. It ached his heart even more with his confusing feelings...not to mention his heart is aching even more not knowing where Yuri had run off to.
"Ryutaro!", the said boy immediately looked up and saw Yamada waving furiously before running over to sit with the younger boy.
"Hey Ryo-chan", He smiled
"Whoa, since when did you start calling me Ryo-chan again?", He asked sarcastically
"Fine--"
"No, i'm just joking, I sorta miss being called that", he smiled faintly
"So tell me about you and Yuri...what really happened?", Yamada asked, putting his bag down
"Well...I don't exactly know what really happened...at first when he arrived here I was happy and so was he...but then when we went out he told me that maybe going out is a bad idea...since we're brothers and everything--"
"So you broke up?"
"...Well..I guess so..."
"Maybe it was for the better..."
"W-What?"
"Maybe, you should see different people! C'mon, you're own brother? It's like your desperate or something--"
"Well excuse me...I didn't know you'd come here just to put me down", Ryutaro said with a hint of anger noticeable in his voice making Yamada feel as if he wanted to take back every single thing he uttered.
".....I...I'm sorry...I must be a horrible friend right now...", Ryutaro stayed silent and soon Yamada noticed that there were tears building up in Ryutaro's eyes which now panicked Yamada
"R-Ryutaro? A-are you okay? Look i'm sorry--!", He said shaking Ryutaro a bit who still didn't look up. After one tear fell, Ryutaro immediately got up and ran out of the shop doing the same thing he did to Yuri...
Yuri, I don't know what i'll do without you...you say that our love is somewhat forbidden but isn't that the type of love that is true and powerful and can withstand anything?...Yuri I need you by my side no matter what...But...Without you next to me, I'm just a mere fragment of this world which was never looked into properly...
Ryutaro ran straight to his apartment and locked the door immediately. He dropped onto the floor and cried...covering his delicate face with his palms which once held Yuri's...He was devistated without Yuri beside him...to him there was no point in living at the moment.
After collecting himself, he got up and went over to his study table. He opened the book he failed to read onto the page he left off and saw a note folded and placed inbetween the book...it read:
Dear Ryutaro,
I couldn't help but feel guilty about the way I made you feel. It's hard...really hard telling you that it's over between us....but...thats reality, siblings just CANNOT fall inlove! It's just like in fairy tales where a princess is only allowed to marry a prince she barely loves but outside the world of royalty lives a person she longs for but just cannot be with. Forbidden Love, is the perfect term...I miss you...I love you...but at the moment...I don't love you.. Ryutaro, I'm truly sorry.
-Yuri
Just when Ryutaro thought he wouldn't break down again, he did. He got furious and threw any remnants of him and Yuri into the nearby trash bin. He went into the bathroom grabbing a razor in the medicine cabinet and did what any other teen would do if they are THAT emotionally hurt...he cut himself...
The next morning he woke up feeling really weak, he noticed that the tub of water was bloody and that he was pale blue. He wrapped a towel around his wrist and got up slowly. Taking his time since his head was pounding hard.
He went over to his bed and layed down, closed his eyes and breathed deeply. He opened his eyes and notice a boy who he once loved and still loves, standing next to the bed...
"Y-Yuri...", Ryutaro got up but quickly pressed his palm against his forehead to stop the intense headache
"...You cut yourself..."
"....I had no choice--", Yuri shut him up with a slap.
"You had no choice?...No choice!!?! You nearly killed yourself! You're lucky you're still alive!", Yuri shouted and all younger could do was listen.
"You think your problems will all go away with cutting yourself!? STUPID! YOU ARE SO STUPID RYUTARO--"
"I KNOW I AM!", Ryutaro shouted back
"THEN WHY!? YOU THINK I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH THIS!? YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME SO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF!?...I was always scared that our parents constantly getting mad at you would provoke you into cutting yourself thats why I didn't want to have my own bedroom yet...but apparently I didn't stop you last night...Ryutaro if you really do love me then you'd know that knowing you are alive and well, will still give me time to think about how to love you back....", Yuri said, his eyes slowly building up with tears...
"...Yuri...I do really love you...but knowing that you aren't beside me...it's like I have no purpose to live anymore"
"Just how stupid can you get!? Ryutaro, I Love You! I really do love you! I love you with all my heart! I can't get you out of my head! I cry before sleeping at night knowing you aren't cuddling me like you used to!...College is horrible with you not beside me! Ryutaro Morimoto, I Love You..", Yuri fell on his knees, having a hard time breathing...
"R-Ryutaro, just please give me time...", he sobbed but all Ryutaro could do was hug the older boy, not exactly knowing what to say...he stayed quiet until Yuri left. When the older asked if he could have more time to think Ryutaro stayed silent and sat still...looking away from the older boy like some stubborn kid...after that night, Ryutaro promised to change his ways and forget about the past...Yuri then left.
-
2 months passed and only 2 weeks of summer was left on the calendar and Yuri still did not return. Ryutaro went back to his normal self, he hung out with Yamada and actually found out that Yamada liked Ryutaro from when they first met in Junior High. It was hard to believe but Yamada accepted the fact that Ryutaro's heart was only meant for Yuri and only Yuri. They remained the best of friends though and Ryutaro re acquainted himself with Nakajima Yuto who is Yamada's friend, they met in the past but only once.
After playing video games at the arcade with Yamada and Yuto, Ryutaro went back to his apartment and noticed that the door was open. He brought out his tazer just in case. He slowly entered his place but noticed that there was no one there but there was a letter on the study table which read:
To Ryutaro,
Last chance to meet me. Tokyo International Airport...4:00AM tomorrow...
-Yuri
The thoughts of Yuri leaving troubled Ryutaro as he prepared for tomorrow morning. He came across the remnants he threw away and placed them into a gift bag. He fell asleep hoping this will not be the last time Ryutaro will see Yuri.
-
Ryutaro rushed to the said airport and noticed a small figure sitting down possibly waiting for a flight since his bags were right beside him.
"Hey..", Ryutaro said which quickly caught Yuri's attention. The older quickly stood up and hugged Ryutaro.
"Ryuu...", he said, removing himself from Ryutaro's hold
"I'm leaving for America...I'll be studying there for 2 months..which might turn into years..."
"...I understand...", Ryutaro nodded thumbing the tears, falling from Yuri's eyes, away, letting his palm linger on the soft skin for a few seconds...
"I'll tell you my answer soon...", Yuri smiled faintly, "But...promise me you won't cut yourself anymore", the younger nodded furiously, he, himself, crying as well.
"Oh! H-here I wanted to give you this...I kept all of it...up to the time when me and you were together...", Ryutaro handed the bag full of photos and letters of Yuri and him. The older giggled at the cuteness he couldn't believe he and Ryutaro let out between each other, the "I Love You's" in the letters and kisses in the photos...but more importantly the smiles it gave to both of them which no one, not even their parents can achieve. It was somewhat like they were really meant for each other, they were perfect but almost too perfect that it scared them a few times...
The flight announcement rang through the whole airport saying that the plane to America was already there.
"Well...this is me...I'll miss you Ryu-chan...Bye..", No kiss, No hug...No nothing...just a mere goodbye...
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4 years passed and Ryutaro was now finishing college while Yuri was still studying further in America, he accepted the request of staying there for special studying which required 5 more years when he got there.
Ryutaro was studying simple Segments at the moment since he took up Architecture even though he sucked in Geometry and pretty much anything involving math. He took it because he remembered what Yuri told him "You suck at math, but remember those who suck at it are the most smartest people in the world...take up Architecture...for me?...okay?". A few minutes later he heard a knock on his door and a letter slid through the bottom of the apartment door entering the room.
He picked it up and it read:
To: Ryutaro Morimoto
Tokyo, Japan
...Ryuu...i'm coming back...I'll be there in about a week and I can't wait to see you .Ne...buy me milk tea when i'm back? Okay? I've gotten so attached to it that it's almost like some alcoholic drink I can't get enough of....
P.S: ...Oh and...My answer for your love is...Yes..
From: Yuri Morimoto
New Jersey, USA
A/N: Ignore the grammar errors, I did not spell-check either. Comments are loved. "I Love My Brother 3" will be out soon. I would like to say that this Fic is actually a series i'm working on but it's not THAT attached to the other chapters. You can read it without reading the others because mainly I'll explain what happened in the last fic on the new one. So it can be read as a one-shot as well as a chaptered fic, I won't post this fic like one though...it'll come out spontaneously...:) Despite the incident that happened with Ryutaro, I am trying my best so that it won't affect the way I write. I support Ryutaro with all my heart because I love that boy too much...
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