Yuri [Chapter 8]
Title: Yuri
Pairing: YutoChii (for this chapter only)
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Chinen Yuri was bullied at his old school and transfers to a new school...as a girl?
A/N: Part 8. Wuah, the series is coming near an end :')
P.S: I DO NOT PROOF READ. So don't complain if I have some grammar mistakes or wrong spellings.
Chinen asked the younger boy to take a break from taking care of him. He noticed that Ryutaro would look over worked, just because of helping him too much, once again the younger disagreed at first but eventually obliged.
It's been a week since since the incident that Chinen did not want to remember and so far, he's been doing good, and he'll never forget the way Ryutaro defended him. But this certain day felt a tad bit off...he just braced himself for whats to come.
Chinen made his way upstairs, and entered the classroom, he looked for a seat aside from behind Yuto but found no vacancy, so he just accepted the fact that he needs to stay behind the boy he distrusts now.
Class started...he feels less safe now...and he means LESS.
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Once class ended for the day Chinen quickly got up and avoided any eye contact with the older boy, but once again he was grabbed by the wrist but wasn't pushed against the wall. Instead, Yuto just stared, his eyes were full of guilt. Chinen could tell that his conscience is eating him up slowly...
"I...I'm sorry about the other day Chinen...", Yuto said, lowering his head
"...I can't forgive you for what you did...It was stupid for me to actually think that you were different from everyone else--"
"I am!"
"You're not! Remember what Ryutaro told you? Stay away from me, don't kiss me or even-", Chinen snatched his hand out of Yuto's grip, "-touch me", Chinen emphasized. Yuto fell silent as Chinen left the classroom...Now the guilt was really eating him up.
Just when he thought he'd be going home by now, 5 boys which were stopped by Yuto before, returned with smirks on their faces. It seems like it'll all be back to normal...Chinen thought, and as bad as this sounds, he was certainly right.
"We heard that you and Yuto got into a little argument...", one boy said
"Yeah, and thats good, because now, we can finish what we started..", another boy stated, the others nodded in agreement...But this was odd...Chinen kept quiet, showing no emotion at all, when he felt a boy grab his arm and started dragging him to an oh so familiar place, he still showed no emotion, he wanted to push them away, kick, punch, whatever but no. He stayed silent, he kept a straight face...But one thing was, he wouldn't care if he died now.
"Ah~! The school gym!", the one holding on to Chinen exclaimed happily, "Remember this place Chinen"
If Chinen were to go to a mental hospital he has a feeling that now is the right time. It's as if he's seeing himself right then and there, it's almost like the flashback is coming to life, but in that flashback, he was scared, so scared that he'd have a heart attack sooner or later. Having this feeling brought Chinen to tears, he doesn't feel like he's crying for himself now, he thinks, no, he knows that he was crying for himself then.
He saw himself struggling to get out of their grips, but he couldn't, he saw himself cry in the stall, he saw himself being drowned nearly to death...He saw too much.
"Wasn't this your favorite place Chinen? Oh! and You always used to hide in stall number 3, you thought I forgot didn't you?", the boy chuckled and Chinen binked nervously as he looked at that very stall, it was happening again, the boy that used to hide in there is now in the same situation but instead he was less emotional ...and more quiet.
"Now, as everyone here remembers we used to throw Chinen in the pool wherein the poor boy can't swim at all", the boy started, "But this time, let's try something different shall we?", the others nodded
"We used that diving board for classes, but today I would like to use the highest diving board for our dearest....Yuuri~", he breathed the last word of his sentence right beside Chinen's ear, it made the said boy shiver in disgust
Chinen still showed no emotion as he was forced to make his way up to the very last diving board. His heart was just starting to pound harder and once he reached the top and looked below, thats when he saw, clearly, himself, and what happened in the past.
He saw himself struggling as they carried him and threw him into the pool and--
"Ok! Minna-san! Ready for the 'splash' of your life!?", the boy exclaimed loudly, just enough to make those watching below hear
"Ready--!"
"Stop!", Chinen and the others immediately looked at the boy below, it was Yuto.
"What is a matter with you people!?", he shouted
"Killing...you think thats the right way? he's just a boy for God's sake!", Yuto shouted again, this time with way more emphasis. The boys all looked at one another with guilt present on their faces..
"Sure, he may be gay, but he's still human! He's a person, just like every single one of us"
Chinen started to build up tears that immediately fell like a waterfall down his pale face, he felt sorry for himself...
"You even beat his boyfriend because he kept hanging out with Chinen, you gave Ryutaro the same treatment as him, Bullying, not to mention Physically", Yuto emphasized, Chinen's eyes widened as he remembered that very day...
"W-Wha--? Another bruise? Ryutaro, what is going on?", Chinen asked, obviously concerned
"Nothing, I just...hit myself when I was running down the pedestrian lane..", Ryutaro lied
"No, a pole can't exactly cause this...Ryutaro...don't tell me your getting into fights?", Ryutaro kept quiet, and started walking again.
And thats when Chinen fell to his knees, Ryutaro has been suffering because of him. His eyes were so red from crying, he couldn't see properly through the tears that were constantly building up in his brown orbs.
"What happens if every single one of you experienced what Chinen experienced for years...Wouldn't you feel sorry for yourself? Being treated so badly that you just gave up and wished that you should just die instead of being helped?", Chinen noticed the words coming out from Yuto's mouth...it was taken from his private Journal.
"Ryutaro...that poor boy stayed with Chinen because he understood Chinen. He even promised Chinen that he'd be there for him through thick and thin...but he isn't here today sadly because Chinen felt sorry for the way Ryutaro helped him for so long", once again it was a statement came from his Journal.
"All of these things i'm exclaiming...Are from Chinen's journal...Chinen, i'm sorry...during break time and lunch time... I read your journal...and thats what triggered me to say sorry...I should've never kissed you that day...", Yuto lowered his head, and faced the other boys once again
"As for all of you. Each of you don't have a heart at all....", Yuto shook his head in disappointment, one single tear fell from his eye
"I--..We're so sorry Chinen...", the boy behind Chinen said, but the said boy fell silent. The tears stopped, his eyes stayed open, he stood up but kept his head down. In the next few seconds he heard Yuto shout his name, as his world dipped into darkness as his whole body emerged in H20.
A/N: Short. *sigh* How was it? Comment? Thanks :)