Fool To Love An Idol: I Need You [Chapter 9]

Apr 24, 2010 12:50

Fool To Love An Idol: I Need You [Chapter 9]
Genre: Friendship, Romance, Angst
Rating: PG
Pairing: ChiiTaro, YutoChii
Summary: Chinen writes in his diary until the special day...
A/N: DIARY ENTRIES~~ DIARY ENTRIES~ xD All the things in this chapter are diary entries AND SUPER SHORT... ;3 One more chappy to go then the epilogue~ wuahhh~ I'm gonna miss writing this story~xD And this is my last ChiiTaro fic..for now~ T-T I'm being fair with the other pairings, Instead of doing an Okajima chaptered fic i'm just going to make a one-shot, same with DaiRyu, I'm thinking of doing an fic with Yuto and an OC..should I? Or Should I not?

Intro--> Here
Chapter 1--> Here
Chapter 2-->Here
Chapter 3-->Here
Chapter 4--> Here
Chapter 5-->Here
Chapter 6--> Here
Chapter 7-->Here
Chapter 8--> Here

04/01/10
Dear Diary,

I'm on my way to see my Ryutaro...but I just couldn't help but write everyday, with every chance I get until I meet him once again. My classmates have been involved with me and Ryutaro in every problem I encountered in school, but I just noticed now that all those problems ,including when the fangirls chased us, I had spent it all with him. I couldn't help but noticed that eventhough I thought he was such a stubborn, bitchy asshole, he's actually very caring, loving, and not to mention a good friend. Writing this makes me want him more, I want to be with him, I need him....I need him....now..
-Chinen Yuri-

04/02/10
Dear Diary,

Today I woke up in a hotel room....it seems that no one in that music corporation will let anyone in the building until the 2nd comback concert of Ryutaro is over with, which is after 3 days...Me and Yuto bought tickets to it already..yes, Yuto...he's with me right now, he comforted me last night when I cried for absolutely no reason, he comforted me until I fell asleep, which is the actual reason why I woke up seeing him on the edge of my bed...He was such a good friend to me..but I have no idea how he can stand being with me if he know's I don't love him the way he love's me...But...at the same time I didn't notice, that after I turned him down, he still supported me to see Ryutaro once again....I'm really glad to have a friend like Yuto...
-Chinen Yuri-

04/03/10
Dear Diary,

I couldn't help but notice that the sun is not shining until now...is it because of some storm coming?...Well i'll know if its a storm, when I see it..The Sakura's tree's are quite pretty, but instead of Sharing the site with Ryutaro, i'm sharing it with my best friend, Yuto, so far we have come much closer to each other, eventhough half of the times we're together he tries to flirt with me, but I find that a very funny side of him. 2 more days and I'll see my Ryu-chan, in the time being I have gained much courage from Yuto-kun, which makes me want Ryutaro more and more.
-Chinen Yuri-

04/04/10
Dear Diary,

These past few days have been fun ones, but every morning I wake up with Yuto beside me...I cry every night, not that i'm emo or anything, I cry because my Ryutaro isn't with me, right now i'm crying, Yuto is here with me...its 3:00 am, I feel horrible, I feel like dying on the spot, I feel I don't have any use for my life today, I just want to die silently...not caring about anything right now...I would want for a genie to appear just so I can wish.....I wish for nothing else but my Ryutaro!! Nothing else but him!!!
-Chinen Yuri-

04/05/10
Dear Diary,

Tomorrow is Ryu-chan's concert, i'm here inside the hotel room, alone, because Yuto needed to get something in the shop downstairs, it's now 9:12 pm, I feel much better knowing hope is always beside me, I longed for Ryutaro's loving, caring, adorable smile...I long for a tight hug, a warm kiss, and I long for him...I never thought I'd go through the extreme for love, and nothing but love ...Ryutaro...please... please... wait for me...And i'm hoping your waiting for me too...
-Chinen Yuri-

04/06/10

"Chinen-kun...are you ok with seeing him in a state you never wanted to see him in? I mean we can go back if you want to?", Yuto asked, Chinen and him were now standing in front of Tokyo Dome, "No...I need to see him...I won't waste another day crying for him, if I didn't cry I would say I wouldn't care anymore, but no..I cried didn't I? I'm not letting another moment pass by..", Chinen said, he grabbed onto Yuto's hand and pulled him in the hall, hearing a name that brings back so much memories...Ryu! Ryu! Ryu!

I will definitely find you, and you will definitely be with me once again...Please wait for me....Ryutaro....wait for me...please....I..I love you too much that I cannot let you go...I need your warmth....If I see you will you give your warm embrace once again?

-END-
A/N: IM BACK XD I said i'd be back saturday sunday or monday xD looks like I grabbed the 1st one XD and kept my promise I guess...How was it? please comment ne? :) Posting chapter 10 tomorrow WEE~

subject: chinen yuri, fanfiction: chaptered, rating: pg, subject: morimoto ryutaro, subject: yuto nakajima

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