Fool To Love An Idol: Flashback Ferris Wheels [Chapter 3]
Fool To Love An Idol : Flashback Ferris Wheel [Chapter 3]
Genre: Friendship, Romance
Warning: slight brutality?
Rating: PG
Pairing: ChiiTaro
Summary: Ryutaro and Chinen both get a visit from the flashback fairy but both of them experienced confused emotions during the flashback...can they both get back on their feet and and start strengthening their hearts?
NOTES*: SOOO LATE~!!! Hope you'll still enjoy it and I can't believe I made Chii-kun cry here, its really hard for me to make Chii-kun cry cuz then I just start crying then...then!! ok enough of me ON WITH THE FIC~!!
Intro--> Here
Chapter 1--> Here
Chapter 2-->Here
"Ohayo Ryu-chan!", Chinen said, "Ohayo-- eh!? Chii-kun? what are you doing!?", Ryutaro said when he found that Chinen was now on top of Ryutaro, "Just tryin to wake you up", Chinen said, getting of Ryutaro and taking a seat near him, "Its a saturday..why do you have to wake me up by 5:30 am?", Ryutaro said while looking at the clock, "I want to take you somewhere", Chinen said, giving a warm smile to the younger boy, "Eh?...fine", Ryutaro said lazily getting up, rubbing his tired eyes and wished for a happy day...
Though Ryutaro was the type who hated suprises, he was actually waiting patiently for the older boy to show him where exactly they are going. Ryutaro was already dresses up, wearing a white long sleeve polo, shorts and black sneakers, while Chinen wore a black polo with a white tie, shorts and sandals, "I want to take you somewhere, a place you might be very familiar with", Chinen said while they were waiting for his mom to start taking them to that specific 'place'.
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"Here we are!", Chinen said, "...I've been here..", Ryutaro said looking around the forest, "Remember...this was the place were we were..", "Kidnapped..", Chinen and Ryutaro both said at the same time. At that moment it felt like time stopped, Chinen and Ryutaro were just staring at each other with a confused yet understanding look, "You..", Ryutaro whispered, "It was you who was with me..I knew a long time ago especially when I grabbed your hand that one time when we were running away from the fangirls..", Chinen said, "You felt something too?", Ryutaro asked, with a very confused and puzzled look, Chinen nodded in response.
Both Ryutaro and Chinen went into the very place they were taken to when they were kidnapped, they both shared stories on how they first met, "I can't believe I didn't notice the first time I saw you that you were the person I called Yuri-chan before!", Ryutaro said, giggling, "I kept calling you Mori-chan, didn't you get annoyed?', Chinen asked, "I did actually but I was happy since you called me that..", Ryutaro said, a pink stain then came upon his cheeks, "I can't believe we cried when we were separated...", Chinen said, "True..I need to tell you something", Ryutaro said, taking a deep breath, "What is it?", Chinen asked, "I never lived with my aunt...The ones who kidnapped me...where the ones that made me a star...I told you I lived with my Aunt, but she died long before I was even born! Im sorry I lied to you...", Ryutaro said, bowing with deep respect to the older boy, "I knew you lied", Chinen said, and it suprised Ryutaro as well, "How did you know?", Ryutaro asked, "I remembered we were brought to this one room, when we were kidnapped, I remembered you told me that your aunt died", Chinen said, "Oh yeah..I seem to have forgotten all the things i've told you..", Ryutaro said, followed by a slight giggle, "Has anyone told you that your laugh is very cute?", Chinen asked, "A...anou..mostly fangirls...but aside from them...never..", Ryutaro said, blushing madly from the compliment just given, "Your blushing", Chinen said, placing his face only inches away from Ryutaro's making him blush even more, "Anou...we should get going now..eh?...where did we enter??", Ryutaro asked looking around the forest to see that they were the only ones there, "I thought you knew were we entered", Chinen said, "I thought...nevermind..we have to just run I guess", Ryutaro said, "Ah! There I see a light in that direction!", Chinen shouted.
They both ran as fast as possible to the direction of the light, until Ryutaro felt something hit him hard on the head. He passed out not knowing what exactly hit him. "Mori-chan daijobu!? Mori-chan!! Ryu-chan!!", Chinen kept yelling but it seemed that the thing that hit Ryutaro wasn't accidental, "Who would do this!? Mori-chan wake-up!! Mori-chan!!", Chinen kept screaming and screaming until his voice would finally give up. He hugged Ryutaro tightly, "Mori-chan...please wake-up...onegai...RYUTARO!" Chinen screamed the loudest, "Chinen-kun we just have to wait for the ambulance, i'm sure he'll be ok", Chinen's mom tried comforting Chinen, but Chinen pushed her hands away, "No one touches me till Ryu-chan wakes-up", his voice terrified his mother so much that she actually knew what Chinen was going through and she deeply respects that...
HOSPITAL: PM 9:21
Ryutaro woke up to see no one is in the room with him, his head is hurting badly and his arms weren't attached to any needles, "Weird i'm supposed to have like some dextrose in me right now", Ryutaro thought to himself, he got up from his bed and walked out of the room, he looked around to see that no one is present in the hospital, "Where did everybody go?", Ryutaro asked himself, "And more importantly...Chinen!?", Ryutaro ran around the whole hospital in only his hospital gown, he stopped and looked outside the window to see his best friend, Chinen, swinging alone, "Chii...", Ryutaro then looked for a door to go outside, "Chii..why are you alone--", Ryutaro was shocked from the words coming out of Chinen's mouth, "Why did you have to die Ryu-chan...we were just starting to have fun...", Chinen said, who was swinging slowly, with tears running down his cheeks every single second, "Wait Chinen i'm right here..", Ryutaro said, looking at Chinen confused.."I always loved Ryu-chan ...more than a friend.. I just wished he wouldn't die", Ryutaro's head then started to hurt more and more, everytime he heard the word DIE, he started screaming for all the words to stop scrambling his mind, "Chinen! Can't you see me! I'm not dead! Im here !! Chinen!!! CHINEN!!! IM RIGHT HERE!!!", Ryutaro continously said....
"Ryuu-chan!!! Ryuu-chan!!", Chinen screamed, "eh...EH?!?", Ryutaro woke up to reality to see that Chinen was with him in his hospital room, and Ryutaro found that he had a dextrose in him, he gave a long sigh of relief to see it, "You were having a bad dream..but how come you kept screaming my name?", Chinen asked, "A..anou...well--", Ryutaro got cut off by an unexpected kiss, that was full of awe, they both stayed like that for quite a long time, "You kept screaming I love you as well", Ryutaro could've whacked himself just because of that, "wait! you heard everything I said! Why didn't you wake me up earlier?!?", Ryutaro shouted, "Shhh don't scream this is a hospital and I wanted to hear everything you were hiding from me", Chinen said, "Im sorry..", Ryutaro said, "Its ok..anou..", Chinen got cut off with an unexpected invitation from Ryutaro, "Can you go out with me!", Ryutaro said, a pink stain covered both his cheeks, "Umm...uhh...ok", Chinen answered giving Ryutaro a long sigh of affirmation and relief.
AM 7:48
They both went down to the office to get the discharge papers of Ryutaro, "Anou..your birthday is April.6 right?", Chinen asked, "yeah..it is..", Ryutaro replied, "Lets do something special on that day like go somewhere together", Chinen looked at Ryutaro with a smile, "Hai..I guess its ok", Ryutaro replied, "Wait where are you taking me later?", Chinen asked, "Anou..a place we always went to!", Ryutaro said..
PLAYGROUND: PM 5:00
Right when Chinen stopped, Ryutaro knew it was a bad idea to come here, "Why did you bring me here...", Chinen said, voice as threatening as a killers, "I want you to not be afraid of this place anymore", Ryutaro said, grabbing onto Chinen's hand, "I never want to come here again! I hate this place!!!", Chinen said trying to run away but everytime her tried, Ryutaro's grip got tighter, "Just once will you not be scared! Just hold onto my hand I won't let go..I promise", Ryutaro said with a sincere look on his face, "...Fine", Chinen said.
They both walked through the playground, no one barely went to play in it anymore due to all the incidents that occured like kidnapping, murder, and sometimes cases of suicide, "I don't like the feeling in this place", Chinen said, "Just stay here for one more minute and I promise we'll never come back here again", Ryutaro said. But Ryutaro did something he never should've done, his hand slipped away from Chinen's because he found something near the swing, and when he turned around he found 5 men who grabbed on to Chinen, they kept asking Chinen questions but he just didn't answer, "Hey you have to speak soon or else your comin' with us", one of the men said, Chinen just remained silent, "Hey! Get away from him!", Ryutaro shouted, "And who are you supposed to be! His boyfriend or something!", one guy shouted, "Get away from him, and so what if i'm his boyfriend!? You got some problem with that!?", Ryutaro cursed back, knowing the troubles he may experience because of his big mouth, "So you are his boyfriend!? Ain't that a little odd knowing both of you are guys?", one guy interfeered, "No I don't think its odd, love comes in many ways, and I guess mine came this way!", Ryutaro said, "Whatever lets just beat the crap out of him and then lets think about what to do with the other one!", the gang member said, "Don't under estimate me", Ryutaro warned, but they came and so did he without warning. Ryutaro's defense mechanism was stronger than the others, he blocked them non-stop, and he made bruises on them non-stop. Finally Ryutaro gave one last punch to the gang leader and sent him flying to who knows where.
When Ryutaro turned around he found Chinen on the ground, eyes wide open but in Chinen's mind it was close shut Chinen looked around to see himself in the playground, but it was years ago, and he never wanted to see the memories, and incidents that occured in that very place....
He was being teased non-stop because of his features and his name, He looked at the kid Chinen, and couldn't do anything else but cry...
"I never knew little girls could play around this palyground!"
"Sorry missy but this playground is mainly for boys the girls plyground is right over there!"
"I'm Ryutaro! Nice to meet you! Welcome to the all boys playground!"
"Ryutaro likes Yuri-chan!!"
"I don't like Yuri!! He's a boy!! And I'm a boy!!"
"Stop teasing me...", Chinen said, clutching his fists tightly, Chinen wished he could tell those kids to stop teasing his young self
"Yuri! Yuri! Yuri! Yuri!"
"Stop", Chinen clutched his fists tighter, he really wanted to save his little self but knew he couldn't because it was all just an illusion. He looked around to see small Ryutaro laughing while they were surrounding young Chinen, he was laughing at his name, he was laughing at his girly features, he was laughing at everything about young Chinen.
Chinen checked the date in his watch and found that it was April. 5, 1998 the year and date both Chinen and Ryutaro were kidnapped, he saw the woman who had all the things ready for the kidnapping, but Chinen recognized the woman, and found out it was the owner of the record company that Ryutaro is under, "So he was telling the truth about the kidnapper being the people that owns the record company he is under", Chinen told himself, but more importantly Chinen was shocked by the actions before He an Ryutaro even met.
"I never laughed or said anything bad about you", Chinen could remember clearly, the time Ryutaro told him this which was the time they both were tied to a rough rope, "I can't believe they called you a girl", those 8 words circled Chinen's mind, "I can't believe he lied to me that time", Chinen said to himself....
It was already 7:30 PM and the name 'Yuri' started to go around his head again, "Make it stop...Stop....Stop...MAKE IT STOP!!", the sudden shock made Chinen wake up on Ryutaro's lap, "Ah your awake!!Im glad!", Ryutaro said smiling but that smile suddenly turned into a frown when Chinen said, "Stay away from me! You liar! You lied even when your young I be your lying to me right now about being glad i'm awake!! You made fun of me! You dare make fun of me before!", Chinen kept throwing memories back into Ryutaro's mind, "You called me a girl! You made fun of my name 'Yuri' you even made fun of my facial features! My voice!", Chinen started to cry, he clutched his shirt in place of his heart, "You don't know how much my heart is aching right now...", Chinen said, Ryutaro went toward Chinen and embraced him, "I'm sorry...I'm really sorry...I did make fun of you...I was threatened too...5 boys that were my age that time told me to make fun of you...I was stupid enough to follow them..and I'm sorry", Ryutaro said, he ran his fingers through his Chinen's hair, trying to calm him down, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...", Chinen kept repeating followed by loud sobs, "No...Chinen..I'm sorry..I'm really sorry you went through a rough childhood because of me..", Ryutaro said. He carried Chinen on his back who was starting to fall asleep, but he didn't care he only cared to bring Chinen home safely.
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Dear Diary,
Chinen is sleep now, and I feel awful, I never knew the park would bring back horrible memories to him, it was a horrible thing to do and not to mention Chinen almost got abused because of my curiosity, but good thing I had a strong defense mechanism....I wonder how Chinen was able to remember all those things...did he go through childhood again in just 2 hours? did he watch himself as a child in those 2 hours? or did he just know....? I wish I could just read his mind so I could easily understand him...but I wonder if he has a hard time understanding me....
-Ryutaro Morimoto-
END OF CHAPTER 3
Notes: EEERRR FAIL!! please comment ^-^ I couldn't put anything else cuz my mind is just full of nothing but cold, and more cold, yes! im sick...i didn't want to delay this chapter any further~ So feel free to say its a fail ~.~
Genre: Friendship, Romance
Warning: slight brutality?
Rating: PG
Pairing: ChiiTaro
Summary: Ryutaro and Chinen both get a visit from the flashback fairy but both of them experienced confused emotions during the flashback...can they both get back on their feet and and start strengthening their hearts?
NOTES*: SOOO LATE~!!! Hope you'll still enjoy it and I can't believe I made Chii-kun cry here, its really hard for me to make Chii-kun cry cuz then I just start crying then...then!! ok enough of me ON WITH THE FIC~!!
Intro--> Here
Chapter 1--> Here
Chapter 2-->Here
"Ohayo Ryu-chan!", Chinen said, "Ohayo-- eh!? Chii-kun? what are you doing!?", Ryutaro said when he found that Chinen was now on top of Ryutaro, "Just tryin to wake you up", Chinen said, getting of Ryutaro and taking a seat near him, "Its a saturday..why do you have to wake me up by 5:30 am?", Ryutaro said while looking at the clock, "I want to take you somewhere", Chinen said, giving a warm smile to the younger boy, "Eh?...fine", Ryutaro said lazily getting up, rubbing his tired eyes and wished for a happy day...
Though Ryutaro was the type who hated suprises, he was actually waiting patiently for the older boy to show him where exactly they are going. Ryutaro was already dresses up, wearing a white long sleeve polo, shorts and black sneakers, while Chinen wore a black polo with a white tie, shorts and sandals, "I want to take you somewhere, a place you might be very familiar with", Chinen said while they were waiting for his mom to start taking them to that specific 'place'.
--
"Here we are!", Chinen said, "...I've been here..", Ryutaro said looking around the forest, "Remember...this was the place were we were..", "Kidnapped..", Chinen and Ryutaro both said at the same time. At that moment it felt like time stopped, Chinen and Ryutaro were just staring at each other with a confused yet understanding look, "You..", Ryutaro whispered, "It was you who was with me..I knew a long time ago especially when I grabbed your hand that one time when we were running away from the fangirls..", Chinen said, "You felt something too?", Ryutaro asked, with a very confused and puzzled look, Chinen nodded in response.
Both Ryutaro and Chinen went into the very place they were taken to when they were kidnapped, they both shared stories on how they first met, "I can't believe I didn't notice the first time I saw you that you were the person I called Yuri-chan before!", Ryutaro said, giggling, "I kept calling you Mori-chan, didn't you get annoyed?', Chinen asked, "I did actually but I was happy since you called me that..", Ryutaro said, a pink stain then came upon his cheeks, "I can't believe we cried when we were separated...", Chinen said, "True..I need to tell you something", Ryutaro said, taking a deep breath, "What is it?", Chinen asked, "I never lived with my aunt...The ones who kidnapped me...where the ones that made me a star...I told you I lived with my Aunt, but she died long before I was even born! Im sorry I lied to you...", Ryutaro said, bowing with deep respect to the older boy, "I knew you lied", Chinen said, and it suprised Ryutaro as well, "How did you know?", Ryutaro asked, "I remembered we were brought to this one room, when we were kidnapped, I remembered you told me that your aunt died", Chinen said, "Oh yeah..I seem to have forgotten all the things i've told you..", Ryutaro said, followed by a slight giggle, "Has anyone told you that your laugh is very cute?", Chinen asked, "A...anou..mostly fangirls...but aside from them...never..", Ryutaro said, blushing madly from the compliment just given, "Your blushing", Chinen said, placing his face only inches away from Ryutaro's making him blush even more, "Anou...we should get going now..eh?...where did we enter??", Ryutaro asked looking around the forest to see that they were the only ones there, "I thought you knew were we entered", Chinen said, "I thought...nevermind..we have to just run I guess", Ryutaro said, "Ah! There I see a light in that direction!", Chinen shouted.
They both ran as fast as possible to the direction of the light, until Ryutaro felt something hit him hard on the head. He passed out not knowing what exactly hit him. "Mori-chan daijobu!? Mori-chan!! Ryu-chan!!", Chinen kept yelling but it seemed that the thing that hit Ryutaro wasn't accidental, "Who would do this!? Mori-chan wake-up!! Mori-chan!!", Chinen kept screaming and screaming until his voice would finally give up. He hugged Ryutaro tightly, "Mori-chan...please wake-up...onegai...RYUTARO!" Chinen screamed the loudest, "Chinen-kun we just have to wait for the ambulance, i'm sure he'll be ok", Chinen's mom tried comforting Chinen, but Chinen pushed her hands away, "No one touches me till Ryu-chan wakes-up", his voice terrified his mother so much that she actually knew what Chinen was going through and she deeply respects that...
HOSPITAL: PM 9:21
Ryutaro woke up to see no one is in the room with him, his head is hurting badly and his arms weren't attached to any needles, "Weird i'm supposed to have like some dextrose in me right now", Ryutaro thought to himself, he got up from his bed and walked out of the room, he looked around to see that no one is present in the hospital, "Where did everybody go?", Ryutaro asked himself, "And more importantly...Chinen!?", Ryutaro ran around the whole hospital in only his hospital gown, he stopped and looked outside the window to see his best friend, Chinen, swinging alone, "Chii...", Ryutaro then looked for a door to go outside, "Chii..why are you alone--", Ryutaro was shocked from the words coming out of Chinen's mouth, "Why did you have to die Ryu-chan...we were just starting to have fun...", Chinen said, who was swinging slowly, with tears running down his cheeks every single second, "Wait Chinen i'm right here..", Ryutaro said, looking at Chinen confused.."I always loved Ryu-chan ...more than a friend.. I just wished he wouldn't die", Ryutaro's head then started to hurt more and more, everytime he heard the word DIE, he started screaming for all the words to stop scrambling his mind, "Chinen! Can't you see me! I'm not dead! Im here !! Chinen!!! CHINEN!!! IM RIGHT HERE!!!", Ryutaro continously said....
"Ryuu-chan!!! Ryuu-chan!!", Chinen screamed, "eh...EH?!?", Ryutaro woke up to reality to see that Chinen was with him in his hospital room, and Ryutaro found that he had a dextrose in him, he gave a long sigh of relief to see it, "You were having a bad dream..but how come you kept screaming my name?", Chinen asked, "A..anou...well--", Ryutaro got cut off by an unexpected kiss, that was full of awe, they both stayed like that for quite a long time, "You kept screaming I love you as well", Ryutaro could've whacked himself just because of that, "wait! you heard everything I said! Why didn't you wake me up earlier?!?", Ryutaro shouted, "Shhh don't scream this is a hospital and I wanted to hear everything you were hiding from me", Chinen said, "Im sorry..", Ryutaro said, "Its ok..anou..", Chinen got cut off with an unexpected invitation from Ryutaro, "Can you go out with me!", Ryutaro said, a pink stain covered both his cheeks, "Umm...uhh...ok", Chinen answered giving Ryutaro a long sigh of affirmation and relief.
AM 7:48
They both went down to the office to get the discharge papers of Ryutaro, "Anou..your birthday is April.6 right?", Chinen asked, "yeah..it is..", Ryutaro replied, "Lets do something special on that day like go somewhere together", Chinen looked at Ryutaro with a smile, "Hai..I guess its ok", Ryutaro replied, "Wait where are you taking me later?", Chinen asked, "Anou..a place we always went to!", Ryutaro said..
PLAYGROUND: PM 5:00
Right when Chinen stopped, Ryutaro knew it was a bad idea to come here, "Why did you bring me here...", Chinen said, voice as threatening as a killers, "I want you to not be afraid of this place anymore", Ryutaro said, grabbing onto Chinen's hand, "I never want to come here again! I hate this place!!!", Chinen said trying to run away but everytime her tried, Ryutaro's grip got tighter, "Just once will you not be scared! Just hold onto my hand I won't let go..I promise", Ryutaro said with a sincere look on his face, "...Fine", Chinen said.
They both walked through the playground, no one barely went to play in it anymore due to all the incidents that occured like kidnapping, murder, and sometimes cases of suicide, "I don't like the feeling in this place", Chinen said, "Just stay here for one more minute and I promise we'll never come back here again", Ryutaro said. But Ryutaro did something he never should've done, his hand slipped away from Chinen's because he found something near the swing, and when he turned around he found 5 men who grabbed on to Chinen, they kept asking Chinen questions but he just didn't answer, "Hey you have to speak soon or else your comin' with us", one of the men said, Chinen just remained silent, "Hey! Get away from him!", Ryutaro shouted, "And who are you supposed to be! His boyfriend or something!", one guy shouted, "Get away from him, and so what if i'm his boyfriend!? You got some problem with that!?", Ryutaro cursed back, knowing the troubles he may experience because of his big mouth, "So you are his boyfriend!? Ain't that a little odd knowing both of you are guys?", one guy interfeered, "No I don't think its odd, love comes in many ways, and I guess mine came this way!", Ryutaro said, "Whatever lets just beat the crap out of him and then lets think about what to do with the other one!", the gang member said, "Don't under estimate me", Ryutaro warned, but they came and so did he without warning. Ryutaro's defense mechanism was stronger than the others, he blocked them non-stop, and he made bruises on them non-stop. Finally Ryutaro gave one last punch to the gang leader and sent him flying to who knows where.
When Ryutaro turned around he found Chinen on the ground, eyes wide open but in Chinen's mind it was close shut Chinen looked around to see himself in the playground, but it was years ago, and he never wanted to see the memories, and incidents that occured in that very place....
He was being teased non-stop because of his features and his name, He looked at the kid Chinen, and couldn't do anything else but cry...
"I never knew little girls could play around this palyground!"
"Sorry missy but this playground is mainly for boys the girls plyground is right over there!"
"I'm Ryutaro! Nice to meet you! Welcome to the all boys playground!"
"Ryutaro likes Yuri-chan!!"
"I don't like Yuri!! He's a boy!! And I'm a boy!!"
"Stop teasing me...", Chinen said, clutching his fists tightly, Chinen wished he could tell those kids to stop teasing his young self
"Yuri! Yuri! Yuri! Yuri!"
"Stop", Chinen clutched his fists tighter, he really wanted to save his little self but knew he couldn't because it was all just an illusion. He looked around to see small Ryutaro laughing while they were surrounding young Chinen, he was laughing at his name, he was laughing at his girly features, he was laughing at everything about young Chinen.
Chinen checked the date in his watch and found that it was April. 5, 1998 the year and date both Chinen and Ryutaro were kidnapped, he saw the woman who had all the things ready for the kidnapping, but Chinen recognized the woman, and found out it was the owner of the record company that Ryutaro is under, "So he was telling the truth about the kidnapper being the people that owns the record company he is under", Chinen told himself, but more importantly Chinen was shocked by the actions before He an Ryutaro even met.
"I never laughed or said anything bad about you", Chinen could remember clearly, the time Ryutaro told him this which was the time they both were tied to a rough rope, "I can't believe they called you a girl", those 8 words circled Chinen's mind, "I can't believe he lied to me that time", Chinen said to himself....
It was already 7:30 PM and the name 'Yuri' started to go around his head again, "Make it stop...Stop....Stop...MAKE IT STOP!!", the sudden shock made Chinen wake up on Ryutaro's lap, "Ah your awake!!Im glad!", Ryutaro said smiling but that smile suddenly turned into a frown when Chinen said, "Stay away from me! You liar! You lied even when your young I be your lying to me right now about being glad i'm awake!! You made fun of me! You dare make fun of me before!", Chinen kept throwing memories back into Ryutaro's mind, "You called me a girl! You made fun of my name 'Yuri' you even made fun of my facial features! My voice!", Chinen started to cry, he clutched his shirt in place of his heart, "You don't know how much my heart is aching right now...", Chinen said, Ryutaro went toward Chinen and embraced him, "I'm sorry...I'm really sorry...I did make fun of you...I was threatened too...5 boys that were my age that time told me to make fun of you...I was stupid enough to follow them..and I'm sorry", Ryutaro said, he ran his fingers through his Chinen's hair, trying to calm him down, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...", Chinen kept repeating followed by loud sobs, "No...Chinen..I'm sorry..I'm really sorry you went through a rough childhood because of me..", Ryutaro said. He carried Chinen on his back who was starting to fall asleep, but he didn't care he only cared to bring Chinen home safely.
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Dear Diary,
Chinen is sleep now, and I feel awful, I never knew the park would bring back horrible memories to him, it was a horrible thing to do and not to mention Chinen almost got abused because of my curiosity, but good thing I had a strong defense mechanism....I wonder how Chinen was able to remember all those things...did he go through childhood again in just 2 hours? did he watch himself as a child in those 2 hours? or did he just know....? I wish I could just read his mind so I could easily understand him...but I wonder if he has a hard time understanding me....
-Ryutaro Morimoto-
END OF CHAPTER 3
Notes: EEERRR FAIL!! please comment ^-^ I couldn't put anything else cuz my mind is just full of nothing but cold, and more cold, yes! im sick...i didn't want to delay this chapter any further~ So feel free to say its a fail ~.~