my life
Sometimes I just need a break from life, seriously. Since my aunt passed away (my aunt is actually my grandmas sister so it's like my... great-aunt? I duno but even that we were really close), anyways~ since that happened, my grandma started feeling bad, she was really depressed and first she got suck with lots of vomit, then something happened to her legs and now sometimes she feels dizzy so she's staying in my room upstairs so we can check on her. I know we have to take care if her, and that's what we do, I help too tho. But well... this just adds more stress to my already stress, it's just too much. And the past three months, beside all the symptoms I had of that, every time I got my period my nerves just played it bad on me. I couldn't eat, couldn't swallow, I shakes like crazy and I ended up taking pills to sleep. Yesterday, thank god, it didn't happen. I just took a pill for the pain and that was it, I really thank anyone that's taking care of me from the beyond lol and all the archangels lol but yeah....
My only concern now is getting a job or to actually find someone that would want this stuff I'm selling. I need fresh money to start what I want. I need someone that trust me completely and that is willing to help me through this tough times, but when it comes about money ppl just become animals, ruthless animals.
The only thing that's keeping my sanity is my family. We all stay together, my dad, mom, sister and my two grandmas, plus my dog and cat, that's what matters right?
Sorry for this long and stupid post, just needed to get it all out.
Btw... I finally saw the BW con lol now I just need to watch the Arafest, my mom's dying to watch it.
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