MAMBO

[mayonaka_ame]

I was just thinking about how I would put my relationships into an album. For the most part the beginnings are from the other's pov, the end from mine, with an exception for the last two, which is more both of our's.
Intermission is that awkward rebellion stage inbetween Dustin & Andrew and the first song is self explanitory...(when you read the lyrics)

(first fuck-up) *The Dresden Dolls- "Slide"*

NIN- "Perfect Drug"

Portishead- "Glory Box"

Bouncing Souls- "Bryan's Lament"

Apple- "Criminal"

(the "intermission") *NIN- "Reptile"*

Tool- "Parabol"

(full version)Tool- "Pushit"

(Live Version:)saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
take care not to make me enter
if I do we both may dissapear

saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
managed to push myself away
and you as well my dear.
You as well, pushed you away my dear
Pushed you away
Pushed you away
Pushed away my dear

I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What are you, but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're
Pushing and I'm shoving you
and you're Pushing me
and I'm shoving you

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
You better take care not to make me enter.
if I do we both may disappear.
if I do we both may dissapear.

But you're pushing
and I'm shoving you
and you're pushing me
and I'm shoving you

You still love me, you still love me
you still love me, You still Love me

but you're pushing, and we're shoving
and you're pushing, and I'm shoving

You still love me, you still love me
you still love me, You still Love me

but you're pushing, and we're shoving
and I'm pushing, and you're shoving

I'm slipping back into the gapa again.
I feel alive you touch me
I feel alive when you hold me...down

Slipping back into
Slipping back into

Push me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Push me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Push me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well my dear

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.

Pushing and shoving
Pushing and shoving
Pushing me
There's no love in fear.

staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.

Remember I'll always love you,
As I throw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way.
It will end no other way!