(relax, it's just apart of the drug

[mayonaka_ame]

just apart of my love.)

The calm before the storm
I can't get this feeling out of my skin
manic anger
breaking down
turn inward now
and it festers inside there
poisoning the rest
traveling through the veins, my river of toxicity

is it just me?
I can't blame the world for my inadaquacy.

anxious to make this change
anything to change this
disengage, now indulge
oops i fucked up again

hiding from the consiquences
can I fix this now?
running away
keeping this a secret

can't stand to stand
can't take your anger
dissapointment
or mine