yeah..
life..life is ummm the way i feel rite now always coming back and invading me, but it will always get better. i dunno nothing seems to go my way. ive never wanted to be anything other than myself, but now im not quite sure. as soon as things look up they dissapear. but yeah i guess my happiness was all a fake. ill b upset for a while. but i dunno. you dont need 2 kno why.. cause if u dont. u dont need 2. i just dont kno what to say.. or how 2 express myself..
n i will always be your friend... know that cause its a hard thing 2 do..
i need somebody or something rite now, when im down but i dunno what. if u do just be there 4 me cause all thats really important. its just hard cause rite now all i want 2 is is curl up with my dog pup but she's not even here nemore so im just lost.
hopefully things will b better soon. i have the talent thing next weekend so im looking forward to that. mom says to just dress nice n ill b fine cause im "pretty" but rite now i feel gross n i dont really kno if ne one has ever really cared about me or if ive ever been the person i expected.. grr . i have to go do something . bye
n i will always be your friend... know that cause its a hard thing 2 do..
i need somebody or something rite now, when im down but i dunno what. if u do just be there 4 me cause all thats really important. its just hard cause rite now all i want 2 is is curl up with my dog pup but she's not even here nemore so im just lost.
hopefully things will b better soon. i have the talent thing next weekend so im looking forward to that. mom says to just dress nice n ill b fine cause im "pretty" but rite now i feel gross n i dont really kno if ne one has ever really cared about me or if ive ever been the person i expected.. grr . i have to go do something . bye