Jul 22, 2004 13:13
i feel really mepty on the inside like i havent eaten for a month, while i just had lunch. i dunno its really weird, ive feltlike this before, but it never lasted this long. mostly it would go away after a day but now its been like this for the past few days :S makes me feel alone too. i dunno, it sucks but i dunno what i can do about it :S heres somethin i wrote last night, was pretty lonely and hollow and stuff then :S
my spirit's flying around me now - im hollow again
shadows cover my mind - ill never be the same again
feeling the same void i felt back then
someone please save me
and fill the emptiness i have inside me
somebody just break me
and hope ill ever feel anything at all....
im okay tho, this feling sucks but its not like i wanna scracth. well actually i do, itll prove i can feel anything which is pain.. but i wont. im not letting go, not cuz of this. so dont owrry, im fine :)