Take your pants off and dance!
Hey everyone!!
Alright alright, so I ate meat today, and being catholic and all, that is NO good! but I ate so late in the dinning hall today that it was all they had!! (lean turkey sandwiches, and I only ate half :) so I will try to not eat meat tomorrow to make up for today. Im weak!! ahh. anyways. I am trying to eat a lot more healthier, and I think I have done super well lately. Im happy. I hope ya'll (<--note: I never say that in person, Im Italian and I dont think I have ever heard an Italian say ya'll! haha ) are doing great!! I took a shower and put on self firming/tanning lotion on (jergins, its the best!) I feel fresh and can feel my skin getting a hint of summer glow all the while! its wonderful! me and my boyfriend are going to LongJohn Silvers later, but I swear Im only going to get a small fish sandwhich and eat only half! plus I most likely will be getting bombed tonight and would rather drink on a empty stomach than full of bullshit that turns into back rolls, right?! and no drunk mcdonalds runs with my girlfriends at 4 in the morning! no way hoe zay, I am constantly trying on my size small bcbg swimsuit that I bought last summer and deff. look a lot worse now in it then then, and then I didnt even look good! so I am deff. not trying to mess anything up and make my fat get any woooorse. urg. I have a piture of Nicole Richie's back side in a bikini, and it makes me want to starve so my back fat will fade away. I swear, it crazy how much extra skin and chucks of fat are just chillin on my back side, AND HIPS!! its the worst, and I look AWFUL in clothes. I'll put some pics up soon and show you guys, or anyone who cares, my back. then give me nasty coments saying "eww fatty, SICK!" so ill get sad and depressed and not eat for a couple days. haha, really, do it! When im sad I dont eat! its great.
Welp ladies and gentlemen, I have like three new friends on here! im so stoaked..I just got this LJ thing about two weeks ago and I have like, FOUR friends! haha, go me?? Im lame : ( hit me up.
Oh today is so beautiful out! I wish I wasnt so sick in the head and could focus more on the glorious weather than how I am going to throw up my next meal. oh well...later chicks! kisses!
Peace and love,
Me.
Alright alright, so I ate meat today, and being catholic and all, that is NO good! but I ate so late in the dinning hall today that it was all they had!! (lean turkey sandwiches, and I only ate half :) so I will try to not eat meat tomorrow to make up for today. Im weak!! ahh. anyways. I am trying to eat a lot more healthier, and I think I have done super well lately. Im happy. I hope ya'll (<--note: I never say that in person, Im Italian and I dont think I have ever heard an Italian say ya'll! haha ) are doing great!! I took a shower and put on self firming/tanning lotion on (jergins, its the best!) I feel fresh and can feel my skin getting a hint of summer glow all the while! its wonderful! me and my boyfriend are going to LongJohn Silvers later, but I swear Im only going to get a small fish sandwhich and eat only half! plus I most likely will be getting bombed tonight and would rather drink on a empty stomach than full of bullshit that turns into back rolls, right?! and no drunk mcdonalds runs with my girlfriends at 4 in the morning! no way hoe zay, I am constantly trying on my size small bcbg swimsuit that I bought last summer and deff. look a lot worse now in it then then, and then I didnt even look good! so I am deff. not trying to mess anything up and make my fat get any woooorse. urg. I have a piture of Nicole Richie's back side in a bikini, and it makes me want to starve so my back fat will fade away. I swear, it crazy how much extra skin and chucks of fat are just chillin on my back side, AND HIPS!! its the worst, and I look AWFUL in clothes. I'll put some pics up soon and show you guys, or anyone who cares, my back. then give me nasty coments saying "eww fatty, SICK!" so ill get sad and depressed and not eat for a couple days. haha, really, do it! When im sad I dont eat! its great.
Welp ladies and gentlemen, I have like three new friends on here! im so stoaked..I just got this LJ thing about two weeks ago and I have like, FOUR friends! haha, go me?? Im lame : ( hit me up.
Oh today is so beautiful out! I wish I wasnt so sick in the head and could focus more on the glorious weather than how I am going to throw up my next meal. oh well...later chicks! kisses!
Peace and love,
Me.