EDIT: ignore this im just in a bad mood... its all sort of random too

[mayhemxmonkey]

ok im very much pissed off right now
i dont want to fucking deal with anyone today
not my hypocrite of a father
not my retarded drunk mother
not all the fucking people at work
who think they have some vague concept of who i am but in fact have no fucking idea
im so fucking sick of everyone giving a shit about what i do
if it doesnt fucking affect you then get the fuck off my back
this is me
sometimes im gonna do shit you dont like
dont fucking bitch at me about it
fucking deal with it
youre not going to fucking teach me anything else at this point
this is exactly the reason i want to go to purchase
i want a new job
i want a new school
new teachers
new bullshit to deal with

another thing....
im not fucking perfect
and in the past i've tried changing for people, to make then happy
and it doesnt work out very well
so im not fucking doing it again
so im sorry if you really fucking hate this about me