this is me, getting away

Mar 16, 2008 16:44

last night was the funnest ever, seriously


hahaha god i love bekah! it feels so awesome hanging out again, i missed her so much! and dude, allen is the coolest ever i'm so glad to finally be meeting bekahs friends from school and i'm soo pumped to meet everyone else.. like so pumped
you dont even know
awww they rule haha

and i'm getting all the more excited to move back to philly, i've got a lot coming up which is so awesome
but basically for now its getting all my shit together for the rooms and its coming together well but i've still got a lot of stuff to get
but this is my coffee table which ive been working like a madman on the past two days ..now it just needs a clear coat but its done and i love it






hah my weird checkered work cloth, a bit distracting to the eye..

and i can't upload any of my footage from indigoview until i go back to school, which is fine because it's one thing i can't work on until then, since i want to edit it for something... and knowing i can't do it for another few weeks lets me concentrate on the rest of the stuff i'm going to be doing.

todays my day off though, i got to sleep too late and woke up too early.
i woke up before my parents! which is ridiculous.
i'm a workaholic and i was having trouble trying to not do stuff today but i managed.. its really nice to relax

last thing i'm going to say is
FUCK CHINA!!!!!!!!!
not very buddhist of me but dude, ahosjfapf ahhh, i'm sorry i'm just not that nice yet. what they're doing to tibet and their people is as the dalai lama says, 'cultural genocide' which is a really great way to put it... as well as a whole shit ton of HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS.
this shit going on is so fucked up and its breaking my heart.... i just wish the world cared more to put international pressure on china in tibet's favor... but its not on our agenda cause we're selfish bastards and all of our money is dumped into fighting this war, ugh.
this is really important, we've stuck up for countries in this kinda of situation before, but on a lesser scale. now that its getting this bad, we're not doing anything yet, but i haven't lost all hope yet. if china keeps being a total asshole, i think slowly the world will lose their patience for this kind of behavior. i really hope so, but it's just a shame that it's at the cost of the safety and rights of the tibetan. and the dalai lama is so amazing. he's always an inspiration, especially when i catch myself getting lost in petty shit or too deep in my own mind... and it's so so so messed up that china says they will never give tibet their freedom. and the dalai lama is still so peaceful and well-spoken about what's going on in his home country. i don't know any other person or political icon that would behave with such grace.

the world can be such a disgusting place... the way the veterans are being treated is also inexcusable. and the poverty in our nation is another thing, and our economy...the unemployment. i could go on and on.... but i'll stop here and just say
we've got a lot of work to do. this is a really low point right now, but it will get better. it has to. ugh. i really think the democrats who haveeee to win over congress and the white house, will make some really positive changes.

i just wish i knew what i could do. i want to do something to help the veterans. it's so fucking messed up when they get discharged after almost dying for this country... what the hell can i do... i feel so helpless sometimes.
it sounds cheesy but i just really really really hope the best for all of them. maybe i can find the time to do some volunteer work.
habitat for humanity is pretty badass. they cover a lot of ground... definitely need to do some research.

now im just rambling... im out
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