too much strangeness
so I had a bit of a meltdown at rehearsal. The past couple of days have been excruciating. Tech runs are hell when you have a 5 hour stop-and-go and you are in the beginning and end of a show. You sit around and read. A lot. You get bored and your mind wanders. I started thinking about all the stuff that's really been messing with my head this past week. And I started crying. And I couldn't stop. I tried to run away and get a tissue, but I got joined by April who will forever drive me crazy while I finally admit that I really do love her. And Tommie Darling Light of my Life burst in the girls room to make sure I was okay. And I talked to a van full of people en route to Rochester for Rocky. I really do love the few people I leave my house for.
I'm such a mess.
I'm such a mess.