Great Expectations
Sometimes I wonder if I am too loyal. I am not the kind of person who can simply cut ties. I have done this with a couple people, and it has been painful for me.
Now I wonder if I ought to do it at my job. I wonder if I have too high of expectations for myself. If I wouldn't be better off just getting a slcker job. But the OVERWHELMING feelings of guilt that these thoughts bring on are too much for me to sort out.
I don't know if the guilt is because I am too loyal to my boss. Or if it is because I feel that I would be selling myself short. I just want to get through these next few months and see some sunshine.
Now I wonder if I ought to do it at my job. I wonder if I have too high of expectations for myself. If I wouldn't be better off just getting a slcker job. But the OVERWHELMING feelings of guilt that these thoughts bring on are too much for me to sort out.
I don't know if the guilt is because I am too loyal to my boss. Or if it is because I feel that I would be selling myself short. I just want to get through these next few months and see some sunshine.