computer died!!
When bad things happen, it seems like it happens one after another.
First off, MDH and I talked all night about our relationship (after I posted my entry) and I discharged all my anger I didn't know I was carrying. After that, I felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I really needed that and now I feel a lot calmer and whatever may come, I will have the strength to carry on. We concluded that we are going to give it another go and also, to seek professional help.
Now the bad news is that my computer imploded this past Saturday and we just got a diagnosis back and it's not pretty. Long story short, the power supply and the motherboard are screwed. And so am I. T_T
I'm not going to have a computer for a few weeks till we see the cheapest alternative *wah* Right now I'm borrowing a laptop from a friend but, this means no internet, no drawing for a while... :(
I don't have much time to say thank you to each and every heart-warming comment, but I will eventually. For now, I just want to thank all of you guys. It was really therapeutic and made me see that dealing things alone sometimes is counterproductive. There's a few people I wanted to PM right away, but how things are now with my computer, looks like it'll have to wait a little longer, but please know that you have my support as well!!
Last but not least, apologies for posting a RL rant unfiltered for those who are here for fandom. I usually don't do it but in my haste, I forgot to... *meh*
So, see you when my computer gets fixed! Hopefully, it won't be long. :)
First off, MDH and I talked all night about our relationship (after I posted my entry) and I discharged all my anger I didn't know I was carrying. After that, I felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I really needed that and now I feel a lot calmer and whatever may come, I will have the strength to carry on. We concluded that we are going to give it another go and also, to seek professional help.
Now the bad news is that my computer imploded this past Saturday and we just got a diagnosis back and it's not pretty. Long story short, the power supply and the motherboard are screwed. And so am I. T_T
I'm not going to have a computer for a few weeks till we see the cheapest alternative *wah* Right now I'm borrowing a laptop from a friend but, this means no internet, no drawing for a while... :(
I don't have much time to say thank you to each and every heart-warming comment, but I will eventually. For now, I just want to thank all of you guys. It was really therapeutic and made me see that dealing things alone sometimes is counterproductive. There's a few people I wanted to PM right away, but how things are now with my computer, looks like it'll have to wait a little longer, but please know that you have my support as well!!
Last but not least, apologies for posting a RL rant unfiltered for those who are here for fandom. I usually don't do it but in my haste, I forgot to... *meh*
So, see you when my computer gets fixed! Hopefully, it won't be long. :)