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i do not miss you. i was foolish to think this emptiness was you, how could you, you in your helpless manner be what is now a void in what i could and would call my heart?
i did, however, miss you before you were mine. it is easy to wish for more once you have it all.
i took a nap and woke resolved. i was blaming your love for me for the way i feel now for someone new. comparing him to you and you to him is wrong. you will never compare. the only thing i could compare was how you loved me (and i despised that love, your passion made me sick). i am free of your burdening heart.
ineed2gorunning
i did, however, miss you before you were mine. it is easy to wish for more once you have it all.
i took a nap and woke resolved. i was blaming your love for me for the way i feel now for someone new. comparing him to you and you to him is wrong. you will never compare. the only thing i could compare was how you loved me (and i despised that love, your passion made me sick). i am free of your burdening heart.
ineed2gorunning