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I have only 2 weeks left of my sophomore year. What am I going to do without school? When I have no one left to push me to learn, no papers to write, no grades to stress over, no parties to say no or yes to...it is going to be a milestone, completing college. I think it deserves something huge, something to celebrate the end of my learning and the beginning of, what, my life? No. I have been and am living my life. There is no such thing as the "real world." I am IN the real world. I live and breathe and cry and laugh and run and work and sweat in the real world.
I don't want to get older.
When I was young and couldn't sleep, I would sit in the bathroom upstairs with the lights on dim and cry on the floor because I didn't want to grow up. I didn't want anyone to console me. I was only probably 8 or 10 then, but nothing's different now. I just don't have my own bathroom to cry in anymore.
I don't want to get older.
When I was young and couldn't sleep, I would sit in the bathroom upstairs with the lights on dim and cry on the floor because I didn't want to grow up. I didn't want anyone to console me. I was only probably 8 or 10 then, but nothing's different now. I just don't have my own bathroom to cry in anymore.