time

[maybilcatchfire]

Sometimes I wish I could slow down time or even stop it. That way I can cherish her movement more. Cherish every curve, crevasse, every bat of her lashes. Watch as she looks at the world. To wonder what she is thinking in that moment in time. Watch her expressions in slow motion. Watch her head cock to the side and eyes open and her lips move open and watch her chest move out as she takes her breath. Hear her heart beat and its entrancing rhythm slowly as to set the tempo. Watch her skin move and feel its warmth just radiate off as some kind of solar flare that just hits me like a pulse wave. God to be caught in a couple of seconds and stretch them out to moments would be amazing. Just to be able to appreciate everything that takes place in seconds. That is one of the reasons I love to sleep with her. It is the closest thing I have to stopping time around me and watching pure beauty. I miss that a lot it was something I love to do in the morning our at night if she slept first. This might be one of the reasons i love photography. It just captures a fraction of a second in time in a world that is just flying by the second. I wished when I was laying in our bed together yesterday I was able to slow it down or pause it. I would have loved to live in that second for hours. Stroking her face and playing with her hair, and caressing her skin. Just sitting there appreciating every single skin cell and where and how they are arranged to create the most beautiful thing to me. I'd even kiss her scar since she wouldn't feel it in that frozen second in time.

:) I love her and I know if I would spend eternity in one second with her then i would spend it in every second of my waking life