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it's my dad's birthday today. it's so weird that we're getting older.. but even more weird that our parents who we think are already old, are getting even older. but yeah anyway i bought him a polo shirt. i never know what to get my parents so whateverr.
i'm definitely going to providence. i'm SO excited. i realllly can't wait to go away. i love everyone so much, but i've been waiting for this for so long. does anyone know anyone else who's going there? hmm i cant wait
i know high school is all about growing up and changing. but it's so sad how some people drift and change so much. once we used to think we could never live without each other.. then the next second you're barely saying hi to each other. the saying "best friends forever" is so annoying because it's so not true. ugh i just wish everyone could be friends and normal and nothing had to change at all. i know that's unrealistic. i have my little picture in my mind of everyone coming back from college and being friends again..but who's to say that will actually happen. grr so many memories and everything we've been all been through together. that's just life i guess.
sorry for the randomness.. i'm trying to kill time
oh sorry one more thing. ap stats should die. seriously. wtf. it's third quarter. i'm a senior. i do not care about anything anymore. especially stats!! ugh i wanna drop it so bad but my mom would never let me, and "colleges will withdraw your acceptances." ughhh
on a lighter note... <3