Gotta put on a smile =D
I'm so sick of putting on a smile when inside i'm miserable. No, i'm not writing this to have ppl sad for me or for attention, I just needed to vent. I'm just sick of feeling this way. I'm happy for a few weeks then BAM on a low again, so what's the point? It's like I know i'm just gonna be unhappy in a few days so why bother? What is wrong with me? Why can't I be happy? I'm also sick of seeing all these happy couples. When is it my turn? Why do I always have to be the one that gets hurt? Whatev. I'm always the girl that everyone loves but not that way. I guess i'm the one that can just be used as a back burner but nothing else.
On a happier note i'm leaving Friday for Florida, I can't wait. I can't wait to just be able to clear my head and just have fun with my family. :O)
Who's gonna miss me???
Hahaha.
Bed time now, I have class in the AM. Weee.
On a happier note i'm leaving Friday for Florida, I can't wait. I can't wait to just be able to clear my head and just have fun with my family. :O)
Who's gonna miss me???
Hahaha.
Bed time now, I have class in the AM. Weee.