May 03, 2004 09:07
last week was so retarded i was brarely in school...so it was like a week long vacation...
friday i hung out with teddy...which is always awesome,time goes by way to fast when your hanging out wtih someone you adore <33
then i hung out with my niki eeeeeee
i talk to josh on friday...and i made him mad...nothing new...but its only because i mess up all the time...and i guess you can say it hurts him...hes the only boy i go out of my way to talk to on the phone lol....even though he was mad at me and told me how impossible i am...and how im a player and i cant be committed to anything...(which i dont think is that true) he came over and yelled at me some more...while we sat and listened to mayer... <333 i love how he yells at me an reminds me of everything bad ive ever done to him an still tells me he loves me...:) ...we'll manage to be awesome friends one day...
i met gene and aj this weekend...actually meeting people you already talk to is always great :)
me an armando decided that our mission for saturday...is to currupt juanita....she needs to experience things every once in a while...and now she has a bf to do it with lol <33333333
so ive decided with josh behind my reasoning...that im gonna try and change...im not as good of a person as i think i am i guess...everytime i get into a deep conversation with someone...they end up telling me how ive hurt them...or what not...
im not impossible :(
im just...waiting for you ...