valen-fuckin-tines day
So i talked to aliza today, i wished her a happy valentines day and from the sound of it i think i made her blush. she was especially pleased when i told her that i got her a present. it felt really good to brighten someones day. i might end up hanging out with her tommorow as well as saturday, i dont mind in the least but this brings up the age old question what are we gonna do. Seeing as im male im usually the one to make this decision, i think im gonna take out for pool on friday if we hang out. On saturday i think im gonna take her out to eat at alisans. i hope she likes chinese food. I think im gonna make her a mixed CD as well, hopefully this time ill be less nervous, although it didnt seem to bother her last time, *shrug* ill figure something out. Shes too pretty and too nice and too smart for me, overall im batting out of my league with this girl but hey you wont know unless you try. i saw nichol on tuesday, it was very nice, i told nichol all about aliza and she seemed really happy for me. Nichol is a good friend, i think i need to introduce her to current 93 cause shes on a big nick cave kick right now. i wanna get tickets to see nick cave but i cant afford em right now cause i decided to buy a keyboard. So its valentines day, i dunno how i feel about this, it felt good to make aliza happy, but she, like me, also hates valentines day. This is a holiday that was created for the sole purpose of boosting greeting card sales. thats kinda shitty, on the other hand when you do recieve a valentine it still feels really good even if it is just a piece of paper. funny how these things work out.