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[maybejustdumb]

i'm so tired, and so busy, and so confused.

Tell me I'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment

I take back everything I've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway

Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me losing sleep over this

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

i want to be absolutely, deeply, madly, uncontrollably in love.

and have it returned to me...