May 08, 2006 11:52
I don't like boys.
I think tomorrow I am going to the carnival with like... everyone. It's sort of going to be a last get together before all my friends move away :-( ...I'm gonna be so lonely. Rachel is moving back to Texas which breaks my heart. Camille is going back to NY for the summer at least. I think Andrew is going to Cornell next year... Craig is going to Mass Art...
The only person who isn't moving away is me. And I want to sooo bad, all I want is to get out of the south shore and back home to the people I love. :-( I doubt I'll spend more than 2 weeks total here over the summer. I'm lonely.
I want a boy.
But I want the boys who are currently trying to date me to stop. It's annoying, haha.
I suck.
I'm gonna try to get my papers done now, but I'm way too distracted by this internal struggle. Haha :-[
I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it...